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Establishing the appeal
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Establishing the appeal Alright. So this past weekend was a big fail.  I've been trying to not spend as much time with Rene, all things considering. But uh...ok, I spent the weekend over at his place. Yes yes....I am aware that's the exact opposite of what I had planned but...I was craving dick. His dick so...whaddayoudo, right?We even spent Sunday morning at the beach with his kids. It was a nice family time. His family, but it was nice being...included. I also need to remind him he owes me one trip to the beach, just the two of us, at a time where there'd be less people, preferably.  That body of his needs to be accompanied by me in a really tiny bikini before he rips it all off. Oh, sorry. I'm getting distracted . I was saying, I spent the night over on Saturday, and Sunday I even went with him to pick his kids up. Of course I wanted in the car. God forbid his ex wife sees him with someone else (his main concern). My main concern was being seen at all! But anyhow. I went back home to change and pack a few things in the afternoon while he sent his kids back and we met up again in the evening at his place. And yeah, I spent the night again. But back to this - before delving deeper into my motivation/desire into doing this, lets first deal with the sex. Across the few days we've been spending time together, the sex is fan-fucking-tastic. What can I say, I like that big, fat dick. I like riding it. I like that it's the only thing holding me up when we fuck standing up. I even like it jammed down my throat. In fact, I like the standing missionary (with him carrying me and slamming into me at the same time. Bonus if we're moving around) so much he's called me his koala bear. Fuck. I gotta admit. It's a funny nickname. But it's not good he's given me a lil nickname. That talk will happen soon now. Must. But that's another post. I was gonna write about the attraction - my attraction to him. Physically, that's a big one. He IS an attractive person. I think I've mentioned that once or twice (or two billion times. LOL ) Then there's the fact that he's married. That kinda hooked me in. I actually only agreed to go out with him after finding out he's married with kids. Separated, but technically still married. Then the whole kids/family time thing. I think this whole thing is a big role-play, and I'm quite ashamed to admit that I like it. Gives me a chance to be someone else. The sex is good. I find that I have to....guide and prompt him a fair bit but when it gets going, sex is a knock out. Also, the fact that he has to be discreet about it kinda appealed to me in the beginning. He's not trying to be discreet anymore so that's why I'm probably having that talk with him in a few days. While we're on the subject, I'm also aware that I've been leaning towards....rougher sex of late. It's been a habit this past year. I've never been against it, but never really sought it out. But this year, I think with the husband and boyfriend staying together, and me having them around, really allowed me to explore it. I won't get into it with just anyone. But some people just....bring it out . Really had the chance to fulfil that desire with the husband and boyfriend right before they both left. We'll see if that picks up when I see them both again. This whole feet thing with Rene is taking off too. I was straddling him and riding him Sunday night, and I leaned back to shift my legs forward and stuck my feet in his face. He gladly sucked on my toes and it was....fun. I think I liked it more that i was completely on top of him, as in my entire weight on him and was still able to grind away without him feeling my weight. He was super turned on by that so, that was good.  So yeah, that talk is happening. I gotta do that. He's already including me in his Christmas plans with his friends and kids and all. We'll see if thats still happening. But yeah, thanks for reading |
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Whew. That was a bit more....revealing that I was expecting it to be. But! I guess that's why I blog......another therapy session saved!
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On the same topic, we fuck in his bedroom, on the bed, with my shoes on. Shoes on! Talk about role play right? LOL FYI we don't do that a lot here. I only ever get away with that in hotel rooms . Anyhow. Til next time!
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So.......... Drunken Xmas Day reveal ? LOL When you say "Shoes on" you mean Slutty Heels right ? 
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I totally understand staying with someone for the sex!
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Merry Christmas!
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