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Bra's and panties oh my
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Bra's and panties oh my So today all my pretty things came in. A few weeks back I splurged and bought new bras and underwear. Sounds funny I know.. JJ and I had been sending pictures a lot. He liked to see me get dressed in the morning or have me do a quick photo from work in my bra and underwear ect.. You get the picture( no pun intended) So I was tired of only having so many sexy things to show him. He's a breast man and though he loved my black bra's, and sexy panties I thought I would surprise him with a little color and style variety. As my profile states I'm pretty big chested, so finding bras that fit me and that are actually attractive and don't look like something my grandma would wear is a chore. But I found a place a few years back in london( Bracvissimo's) that could handle my 42 KK at the time and more reasonable then the $120 I was paying here in the states for the grandma bras. Lol Today it's easier as I am only a 38 II, but I still wanted something pretty so got me 5 sets of varying colors. So sad because now that they have come in no body to show them off to. and I spend a pretty penny to.. I think I am going through exhibitionist with drawl.( if there is such a thing) The pictures and video's, the risk, it all became a part of my routine. I had fantasy's of sexual encounters at both my work and his, that now will never take place. For a girl that is very body conscious it was liberating, because he always wanted to see me and though I was shy at times his response always made me feel sexy. It's only been a few days since we stopped talking but it's hard and I miss it and him. Not only the play and the risk but on days like today when the weather is bad I worry if he made it home from work ok. And think about what it felt like curled up next to him the last time we had a big storm( and the wonderful night of fun we had)that left me exhausted and sleeping so soundly in his arms. I will get through this I know, but damn I wish it wasn't this way. That today I was playing dress up and taking pictures for his eyes only. OTSANA{=} |
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16/4/2013 17h56 |
Didn't your momma teach your to be fair and share.
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close your eyes clear your heart and let go. i know easier said than done 
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Clm 21017 Yes, it is easier said then done.. But I am trying..Thank you for your support from afar.. Bi Jack55 what is it that I should be sharing? But alas no my mother did not teach me much of anything and though I would say I share things relatively well.. Somethings I would like to keep to myself.  OTSANA{=}
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your welcome and i wish you the best of luck because i am dealing with some of the same feelings...missing someone very special by the way you are very sexy and have a beautiful body never be shy or embarrassed. you are sexy and if i was closer i would love to see you everyday and in different states of dress and undress 
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Satinlingerie. very nice OTSANA{=}
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