23 messages 30/12/2018 20h55
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The women who returned from hell
The woman who returned from hell is not easy to love. Many have tried. But hardly one did not fail.
The weaks don't even have to try, because it will need more strength than those might think they have, you will need more patience, more resilience, more perseverance, more determination as a Normal has. It will requires a relentless and determined love that is anything but easy to defeat.
The woman that returned back from hell will push you away for the time being. She will test you according to her thoughts and wishes to find out what he is made of, whether you have got what it takes to survive her storm. Because it is unpredictable - sometimes like a hurricane, an immense force of nature that rests on the rage of its deep suffering; other times like a light rain, calm, quiet, persistent and penetrating.
She is one single contradiction, a pendulum that will swing forever between suffocation fear and the fear of loneliness, not knowing herself how to find and maintain the balance between the two. Today she may feel insecure, even if she will never tell you, but tomorrow she might be overflowing with dominance, which she certainly will show them all. She will beg for staying at her side, her hair grazing behind her ear, dreaming kissing you while protected into your arms. But she won´t tell you so, she will show you independence, her need for space of freedom, longing deeply inside for loneliness and distance.
While you were asleep, she was awake, unable to slow down her thoughts, observe clocks and hunt time, make the broken parts fit to understand everything herself. She fights her own demons and kills her inner dragons. She is afraid when she goes to sleep, of him gaining the upper hand. She is afraid of going to sleep and losing control. She knows that she will be tired tomorrow and that her presence will suffocate her. Therefore she will only need herself.
If she talks to him about it, then he should love her. If she pushes him away, he should love her even more.
You will have to love her douptless and straight.
New situations and places, people and experiences will make her anxious. She will want to be more independent and overcome her innermost fears, but at the same time she will be as scared as a small child alone in the big, wide world. Sometimes she needs to be brave to prove to herself that she has what it takes. Other times her inner self screams for you to take her hand and hold it firmly in hers. But sometimes she may not even know what she needs, and you must then be able to read it like in a book with worn pages and or a torn spine, to understand what she needs when she is strangers to herself and does not know.
If she is courageous and enters the world alone, then love her.If she is afraid to refuse to take his hand, love her even more.
She will live in the fear of not being enough and always being too much - an endless struggle for the middle course. If the scale precipitates in one way or another, it will be ashamed to be itself, for no one has ever loved it, both when it is small and when it is enormous.
If she feels too much, love her. If she doesn't feel enough, love her stronger.
Sometimes she does not hurt and the light will shine out of her eyes and her laughter will be a rare and precious melody. But sometimes she will be hurt so much by the trauma in her body; she will hurt, she will feel pain and anxiety. The light will weaken and the music will fade.
If it is the light, love it. If it is darkness, love it harder.
She will always love you with caution, with one foot out the door. For she does not understand love without conditions strong enough to endure hard times. She will always watch, wait and expect you to go first. And if you don't, she has written a truth on her heart that says that you will - And so she will try to sabotage the relationship; she will try to destroy it, she will try to leave first, she will try to hurt you before you can hurt her. So she keeps control, so she survives, as she will make sure that she doesn't pass true hell again.
If she wants to love you, love her. If she wants to hurt you, love her more.
Getting out of control scares her. Never make her powerless, trapped or without her freedom. She has to dance barefoot under the huge blue sky, feel sand between her toes and walk with wolves, while the wind pulls magic through her hair, because here she finds her healing. Never cut the wings off, because if she has the freedom to fly, she will always come back to you.
Love her when it is easy and love her stronger when it is not so. Love her in a way that questions everything she has ever known.
Love her because with every fiber of your soul you understand the gift of her love, what it cost her to offer you her fragile heart.
She does not need you. She chose you.
Because you have what it takes to survive the storm.
Because you know how to love stronger |
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12 messages 2/5/2020 18h20 |
I say to the woman who fears not being enough or even being too much to not fear. I have taken you as mine. You will never bee too much or not enough because you simply belong to me. I cherish you as I cherish all those things I have taken as mine. And unlike those hard unchanging things your aspect evolves constantly and without limits. You are as enthralling any day in the future as the day we meet. Fear not. You are safe.
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stehe auf kitzlerspiele und füsse <3  mit nylons oder socken oder nackt(inlove)
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394 messages 4/1/2019 1h13 |
phoenix aus der asche !!!!!
ja du bist aus diesem tal erwacht und lebst !
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m bo kisstyou
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1/1/2019 4h07 |
dear woman who returned from hell
maybe a wildcat is similiar to you.
I wish you all the best and happy new year!
kind regards
Maya, the wikdcat
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5508 messages 31/12/2018 12h57 |
 terrible et très beau
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Et la souffrance vgtale
L'être idéal ? Un ange dévasté par l'humour.
E.M. Cioran
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