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What's that I'm feeling?  

secret_lade 49F
14390 messages
20/11/2020 3h43
What's that I'm feeling?


I think it's called.... Emotionally drained.

Between COVID and kids and work and life, I've lost a little bit of myself. I realized this morning that I found a fucking whisker growing out of my chin yesterday and didn't immediately think...

Damn! WTF is that?? I need BLOG about this monstrous discovery! The world needs know of this horror...

Instead, I plucked it out, wrinkled my nose in disgust at myself in the mirror, and flushed it down the toilet. I didn't even save it to show the Spawn my discovery.

I love to hear her exclaim, " My God Mom!"

So, here I sit this morning. I've already cried a little, my Middle Son turned 18 today. I now have 2 grown children and one Spawn of Satan.

I just woke and already feel exhausted, but I know I have a full day of work ahead of as it's orientation day and I have present a good face for the new peeps.

And, it's the Spawn's weekend at her dad's. I would keep her home, but her birthday was yesterday and her dad deserves get celebrate it with her as well... I already hog the holidays.

So, it's not really a Happy Friday.... But, it is a Friday.

Friday!

secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
22/11/2020 14h44

    Citer citizen4722:
    Don't worry about the whiskers. You've got to pluck up the courage to face the new peeps. No doubt you'll pull through
At least I have the masks on my side.... Nobody can tell I'm the bearded woman when I'm wearing one. LOL


citizen4722 66H  
74582 messages
22/11/2020 14h19

Don't worry about the whiskers. You've got to pluck up the courage to face the new peeps. No doubt you'll pull through


lindoboy100 61H
23969 messages
21/11/2020 7h23

    Citer secret_lade:
    They grow up way to fast. I'm really struggling with this one... Maybe it's the Marine thing, I'm having a hard time with that as well. Maybe I'm just crazy... I think I'm leaning toward crazy...
I don't even know why you'd question that, everyone knows you're crazy!

Ah McLade, I really do wish I could wrap you up in my arms now! Always bear in mind that he'll always be your boy, and he'll always love his mum! My cousin's son joined the Marines about a year ago, my cuz goes from worry one minute to unbridled pride the next, it must be torture........more cuddles coming your way!


secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
21/11/2020 6h31

    Citer lindoboy100:
    That's pretty tough, not seeing your boy on his big day.......funny to think that all of a sudden he's a man, when did that happen......but aye, all will be well.......and in the mean time, here's a wee cuddle from the daft jock Ye're a canny gorgeous lassie McLade!
They grow up way to fast. I'm really struggling with this one... Maybe it's the Marine thing, I'm having a hard time with that as well. Maybe I'm just crazy... I think I'm leaning toward crazy...


lindoboy100 61H
23969 messages
21/11/2020 4h53

That's pretty tough, not seeing your boy on his big day.......funny to think that all of a sudden he's a man, when did that happen......but aye, all will be well.......and in the mean time, here's a wee cuddle from the daft jock Ye're a canny gorgeous lassie McLade!


secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
20/11/2020 21h44

    Citer easy_going2014:
    it'll be ok

    find that quiet spot

    put yourself in the easy going zone

    and listen to this

    Jude - "I Know"

    got such a pretty smile
    It's a shame the things you hide behind it
    Let 'em go
    Give it up for a while
    Let 'em free and we will both go find it
    I know there's nowhere you can hide it
    I know the feeling of alone
    I know that you do not feel invited
    But, come back, come back in from the cold
    Step away then from the edge
    Your best friend in life is not your mirror

    Back away, come
    Back away, come
    Back away, come
    Back away
The first time I watched City of Angles... I cried all the way through it. I just couldn't understand how they could kill her off after all he went through to become human. Oh my... The kitty just heard me playing this song and came running... I've been sleeping, she must have been waiting for me to wake up. It's a beautiful song, thank you.


secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
20/11/2020 21h17

    Citer Paulxx001:
    Alcohol is an agitator.
    Grass is a smoother.
    Life... let's you realize that it's not a race...
    ... it's a fricken marathon.
    You're doing OK. Breathe. 😊
I think the worst part about today was... That I didn't actually get to see my son on such a momentous birthday.


secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
20/11/2020 21h14

    Citer pocogato12:
    Yep this Friday is a bummer- just like a couple of other days. Time to grill pork chops and watch Chopped
My whole week has been a stressful bummer.... But, it will be ok. I just keep thinking, there are a whole lot of other people out there who are dealing with things like illness and homelessness and if this is all I have to worry about, I'm going to be just fine.


easy_going2014 57H
14366 messages
20/11/2020 19h42

it'll be ok

find that quiet spot

put yourself in the easy going zone

and listen to this

Jude - "I Know"

got such a pretty smile
It's a shame the things you hide behind it
Let 'em go
Give it up for a while
Let 'em free and we will both go find it
I know there's nowhere you can hide it
I know the feeling of alone
I know that you do not feel invited
But, come back, come back in from the cold
Step away then from the edge
Your best friend in life is not your mirror

Back away, come
Back away, come
Back away, come
Back away

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Good luck!!!


Paulxx001 67H
22642 messages
20/11/2020 16h14

Alcohol is an agitator.
Grass is a smoother.
Life... let's you realize that it's not a race...
... it's a fricken marathon.
You're doing OK. Breathe. 😊


secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
20/11/2020 15h41

    Citer Paulxx001:
    Balance... it's tough to find, but it's what'll keep us all sane

    What a great milestone; something certainly to celebrate! 👍
Unfortunately I won't be seeing him on his birthday to celebrate. Cripes, I'm crying again... Nose Hairs caught me in the midst of an emotional moment, I don't think he quite knew what to do. Thankfully I contained myself.


pocogato12 71F  
37235 messages
20/11/2020 15h37

Yep this Friday is a bummer- just like a couple of other days. Time to grill pork chops and watch Chopped

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secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
20/11/2020 15h34

    Citer MrWrong4RghtNow:
    Well here’s a virtual hug. I too despise the errant rogue hairs that pop up to plague my otherwise pleasing presence (coughs BS). This past year feels like a blur in suspended animation.

    I don’t know about you , but my plan this weekend is to do absolutely damn nothing for anybody but me. Laundry? Uh hell no. Dinner? There’s the microwave. Use your fingers. Driving Mssrs Lazy? Call uber. Binge watching brain rot on tv or Netflix? Sign me up buttercup!!
Binge watching Netflix? Count me in! I need to finish watching American Horror Story 1984. I'm also wondering when the new season of Stranger Things is coming out??? Ugh!


secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
20/11/2020 15h31

    Citer benard69:
    Well if it was Good Friday frickin Winter would be over with....
I second that!! I'm just not wanting to be dealing with the white stuff this year.


secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
20/11/2020 15h29

    Citer mc_justmc:
    Turkey Day is coming, so you can relax, well, after you fix a huge dinner. But then you can relax, well after you spend the other half of the day cleaning up. Uhmmmm, well..... good luck with that.
I'm non traditional when it comes to Thanksgiving. This year I'm already planning on making meatloaf and mashed potatoes. Yum!


secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
20/11/2020 15h28

    Citer big54al:
    I was thinking more like Valentine's Day sex
Yep, I'm that schmuck that got married on Valentines day! (He chose the date.) I blogged about it earlier this year... I now call it The 'V' Word.


secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
20/11/2020 15h26

    Citer TicklePlease:
    These are emotionally draining times! Here's to Friday!!
Here's to Friday! I hope you had a great day!


secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
20/11/2020 15h25

    Citer luv2suk1966:
    Oh dear. Keep pushing through, girlfriend!! You've got this!!
    At least you found your little whisker all by yourself. I had NO IDEA I had a thick, grey whisker coming out of my chin a few years ago. We were out to dinner with our grown kids. All of a sudden, they all started pointing and laughing, and my husband said, "Hold still." He yanked the sucker out and handed it to me, as they all died laughing. Now I touch and feel that area every single day, making sure nothing's there. Nice, huh??
Oh my lord.... You poor thing!! LOL That made my day. Thank you!


Paulxx001 67H
22642 messages
20/11/2020 6h48

Balance... it's tough to find, but it's what'll keep us all sane

What a great milestone; something certainly to celebrate! 👍


MrWrong4RghtNow 57H
2439 messages
20/11/2020 6h31

Well here’s a virtual hug. I too despise the errant rogue hairs that pop up to plague my otherwise pleasing presence (coughs BS). This past year feels like a blur in suspended animation.

I don’t know about you , but my plan this weekend is to do absolutely damn nothing for anybody but me. Laundry? Uh hell no. Dinner? There’s the microwave. Use your fingers. Driving Mssrs Lazy? Call uber. Binge watching brain rot on tv or Netflix? Sign me up buttercup!!

My name is MrWrong and I approved this comment


benard69 66H/66F  

20/11/2020 5h31

Well if it was Good Friday frickin Winter would be over with....


mc_justmc 63H

20/11/2020 5h16

Turkey Day is coming, so you can relax, well, after you fix a huge dinner. But then you can relax, well after you spend the other half of the day cleaning up. Uhmmmm, well..... good luck with that.


big54al 69H
2259 messages
20/11/2020 5h00

I was thinking more like Valentine's Day sex


TicklePlease 56F  
13851 messages
20/11/2020 4h59

These are emotionally draining times! Here's to Friday!!


luv2suk1966 63H/57F
1927 messages
20/11/2020 4h55

Oh dear. Keep pushing through, girlfriend!! You've got this!!
At least you found your little whisker all by yourself. I had NO IDEA I had a thick, grey whisker coming out of my chin a few years ago. We were out to dinner with our grown kids. All of a sudden, they all started pointing and laughing, and my husband said, "Hold still." He yanked the sucker out and handed it to me, as they all died laughing. Now I touch and feel that area every single day, making sure nothing's there. Nice, huh??

Have a great day, and be nice to one another.


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