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Yesterday  

secret_lade 49F
14359 messages
24/6/2021 3h55
Yesterday


It was a tough day.

My mother and father were officially laid to rest.

I've had a lot of moments over the course of my lifetime where I've felt a sense of finality....

But nothing quite measures to the overwhelming feeling that you succumb to when you see a casket being lowered into a grave.

Thankfully I was not alone, the Brother-In-Law was actually present as well for the lowering of the casket, he cried like a baby. In a strange way, it felt good to know someone out there was able to feel this much emotion for him.

I wanted to....

"He went eight years without yer ma."

Sobs

"I don't know what it was about her, but he sure did love her."

More sobs

Truth be told, I kind of felt a little jealous and immediately felt guilty.... The likelihood of me ever finding someone who loved me that much is minimal.

It would be nice to know the feeling, though.

Happy Thursday!

secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
26/6/2021 12h41

    Citer hippiechick1967:
    It's hard to sort through muddled and conflicted feelings.
    The finality of it makes you think about your own mortality, and ask yourself if you've done what you planned in life, etc. At least it does for me.
I've been thinking about a lot of things..... And asking myself a lot of questions. It has forced me to see things through a new set of eyes and re-evaluate. I want my life and my experiences to be something I want to look back on and remember.


secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
26/6/2021 12h34

    Citer citizen4722:
    Maybe something good will come out of it now that you have met the family members for the first time?

Something good did come out of it... I got the opportunity to see my brother again for the first time since my mom died.


hippiechick1967 60F  
13154 messages
25/6/2021 17h55

It's hard to sort through muddled and conflicted feelings.
The finality of it makes you think about your own mortality, and ask yourself if you've done what you planned in life, etc. At least it does for me.

Elevate me...


citizen4722 66H  
74582 messages
25/6/2021 13h46

Maybe something good will come out of it now that you have met the family members for the first time?



secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
25/6/2021 1h46

thank you....


secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
25/6/2021 1h45

    Citer PositivityMatt:
    Don't quite know what to write except Best Wishes for you in the days to come secret_lade. I've got a lump in my throat now.
Thank you...


boobwhisperer69 61H  
8322 messages
24/6/2021 21h53

It is a lonely world!! Hugs!!!!


PositivityMatt 51H
116 messages
24/6/2021 20h45

Don't quite know what to write except Best Wishes for you in the days to come secret_lade. I've got a lump in my throat now.


secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
24/6/2021 15h56

    Citer pagancountrygirl:
    That would be a tough day. A funeral makes it so very final...like you're forced to admit that person is gone and nothing you can do will change it.
    And I think we could all use that kind of love.
They weren't in my life even when they were alive.... They've missed out on a lot of special moments. Neither of them had ever met Boot Camp Boy or the Spawn. I think I mourn more for a relationship that never was.


pagancountrygirl 66F
6466 messages
24/6/2021 14h45

That would be a tough day. A funeral makes it so very final...like you're forced to admit that person is gone and nothing you can do will change it.
And I think we could all use that kind of love.

Pagan
Hmmmm....I know I left that wand around here somewhere!


secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
24/6/2021 14h30

Oh, yikes! Never thought of it that way.... I am an orphan.


secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
24/6/2021 14h30

    Citer 69ereatwetpussy:
    They lived their lives.
    Now you have your life to live.
    You do know what's it's like to be loved
    You just don't see it
    Your kids love you .
    Your friends love you .
    Your co worker love you.
    We jus met and I can say I Love You.
    For what you write .
    You are true ,honest and real.
    You just need to get out and she yourself
    LIVE AGAIN
    let someone into your life.
    He or she is out there..
    XOXOXO Thomas
Thank you... I needed that. You're right, I do need to get out and be myself, I have kind of cut myself off from the rest of the world. I've just felt so disappointed in a lot of things....


secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
24/6/2021 14h26

    Citer mc_justmc:
    A major chapter in your life closes. I try to find something positive. It helps me.
Positive - I got to meet family members from my dad's side of the family for the first time.


secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
24/6/2021 14h21

    Citer Paulxx001:
    Jesus loves you, this I know.
    A bunch of people tell me so. 😶❤️
Oh, but... Not the way I want to be loved....


secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
24/6/2021 14h20


secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
24/6/2021 14h19

thank you


secret_lade 49F
9227 messages
24/6/2021 14h19

    Citer big54al:
    That's the way my mother was when my father died
My mom was cremated and he'd kept her ashes with him until he died. The two were laid to rest together....


big54al 69H
2259 messages
24/6/2021 12h01

That's the way my mother was when my father died


Laughandfuckfwb 48H
14 messages
24/6/2021 11h08

Sorry for your loss.


Paulxx001 67H
22642 messages
24/6/2021 6h18

Jesus loves you, this I know.
A bunch of people tell me so. 😶❤️


mc_justmc 63H

24/6/2021 4h59

A major chapter in your life closes. I try to find something positive. It helps me.


69ereatwetpussy 61H
6774 messages
24/6/2021 4h24

They lived their lives.
Now you have your life to live.
You do know what's it's like to be loved
You just don't see it
Your kids love you .
Your friends love you .
Your co worker love you.
We jus met and I can say I Love You.
For what you write .
You are true ,honest and real.
You just need to get out and she yourself
LIVE AGAIN
let someone into your life.
He or she is out there..
XOXOXO Thomas


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