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A Blank Screen
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A Blank Screen I've been staring at this blank screen for thirteen minutes now.... It's a struggle to find things to write about when my life feels upside down. My mind is a jumble of work shit, and worries about children, and just plain life shit. Like always, I shoulder it all alone. I often hear comments from others about how 'strong' I am. I hear them tell me how they'd 'never be able to do it all' the way I do it. I see them look at me and just assume I've always got it all. What they don't understand is.... You can be anything you need to be when you have no other choice. When you have no other option but to be strong, you are strong. When you are the only one there to make sure it all gets done, you do it all. When you have no other choice, you've got it all. I sit here this morning, with the Tilly Cat purring next to me, and remember an article I read about how cats can understand feelings and know when you need to be healed. They will stay close and they will purr. Perhaps if she purrs long enough, she can heal this heart. I can only hope. Until then, happy Tuesday. |
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You are strong! Unfortunately, sometimes it sucks to be strong and able to do it all. The best I can do is send you a virtual hug and hope things get better for you soon! Pagan  Hmmmm....I know I left that wand around here somewhere!
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With hand on heart, I hope you feel better soon
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Oh my friend ... I agree with erogedyne's advice. But please remember how strong and capable you are as a woman and mother. You mentioned you're not doing anything anyone else does when there are no options. It's true in your case but not in others. If everyone always stepped up to the plate, others wouldn't need to carry the entire load alone. I'm sorry you're left to carry the load alone. Sending you a hug. Do you have any Primal Urges ... I do, please CUMHANDLEME and explore some of my naughty and nice Primal ... Urges with me !!!
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Well it is so true about you you know you can do it if and when needed. Yet like your last post you a VA or just some me time alone. So do it go to a spar get a massage get your nails done hair done. Not for an but yourself go out to a nice place for dinner. Your cat will be there when you get home. Not to get to personal when wa the last time you got laid Had a man or woman in your arms. Get all dolled up go out to a bar hit up a stranger and head for a motel let loose no names no numbers just sex breakfast and go home relaxing in a bubble bath and say that was all for me. Life is to short to work and worry. You will be dead and gone and life goes on. Xoxoxoxox wish I was that stranger.
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I have four. They're always closest when I'm edgy. They definitely know. Good blog. Thank you. Tom
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I often get inspired by cats. I love their attitude. 
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've been staring at this blank screen for thirteen minutes now.... It's a struggle to find things to write about when my life feels upside down. My mind is a jumble of work shit, and worries about children, and just plain life shit. Like always, I shoulder it all alone. I often hear comments from others about how 'strong' I am. I hear them tell me how they'd 'never be able to do it all' the way I do it. I see them look at me and just assume I've always got it all. What they don't understand is.... You can be anything you need to be when you have no other choice. When you have no other option but to be strong, you are strong. When you are the only one there to make sure it all gets done, you do it all. When you have no other choice, you've got it all. I sit here this morning, with the Tilly Cat purring next to me, and remember an article I read about how cats can understand feelings and know when you need to be healed. They will stay close and they will purr. Perhaps if she purrs long enough, she can heal this heart. I can only hope. Until then, happy Tuesday.
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