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OOOPs worst aff hook up (to date) **revised sober written**  

Maneruse 40F
20 messages
13/4/2019 23h10
OOOPs worst aff hook up (to date) **revised sober written**


Im assuming if i stay around here this story will be topped. It was held by a tie between my ex (who the second time and beyond was so amazing it ruined me but the first time fucking was a mess. I thought if i looked at him while he was on top of me he might die or something) and the yr old ( He didnt tell me how old he was until after and i never seen him again.) Thanks passion!! and that wasnt the worst part. The worst part was the erratic attempts at humping? Since he was decently built it just made it more offensive somehow. These were the old worst

I decided to post the NEW winner of worst hook up. pg version of this after long hours of working out, two beers, and a level of aggression that can only come from not getting realllllly fucked in a while. Which just happened.

without any identifiers but you catch my drift kind of details. Brought to you by and While listening to Korn's

I had been talking to this kid for couple years now. I thought he was a big fan on here judging by his page. in retrospect i guess we never talked about too much in text besides the occasional pic and him talking to me about his "fantasy". We were going to meet two years ago but he suddenly got a gf. These things do happen and she is very pretty. I was happy for him. Then I get the good old we broke up text and reemergence of messages. Im too busy to really talk to much and so this is pretty sporadic. I informed him that my ex got all my role playing in the break up. When you have an entire relationship dedicated to someones fucked up life it can go too far.I really miss him. So i was on the fence about the whole thing. that this guy was asking of me. But it had been a while since i fucked anyone new. And my bf is going out with some girl his own age. He is making up for chubby kid dorkdome like tiger woods on the first week of divorce papers. I was in my head doing the usual cynical, jaded, sexually complicated, non believer in new dick is going to be any good shit. Also i was kicking around doing something really really new not my played out old scenario shit. I wasnt feeling brave enough for NEW new so i agreed and we would finally meet. This is where my mistake begins. Im thinking of a new phone number; to just cut out all the possibilities of me being drunk and alone. Or just dealing with the usual 4 a month texts trying to attempt to arrange some basic disappointing only good for them "dickings".
im getting side tracked again. sorry
I had to work right before meeting him so i didnt have much transition time in roles or i would have been better at my lines we proposed at first meet. Thank god i wasnt or this story would be shorter. He finally makes it to the room. He drove 5 hours to me. Im sure it was a very long time to think of why he wanted this ect. Its been years of talking. We dont really know each other and i really cant care to know him. I was trying not to have too much back building in energy towards this and just have fun with him. When he comes in i go off lines and just kinda talk to him normally. But after a few mins we lay down and i try to get things back on track. I really like the way he looks im for sure attracted. I didnt have much time to consider too much after though. Im listening to his heart and telling him its beating really fast. Fast er than i would expect. Playing along i say what im supposed to say and there is a min or two were tearing off clothes. (I am fucking horrible wit patience if i want something) The dick looked good. i mean he is a small guy but the dick looked there. Im a sucker for pale white guys too. .....usually ....these days im thinking of changing it up a bit. sidetracking again.
No sooner than condom is on. And it is in me. All the meantime me begging. It goes in and...........that is it. I dont even know what it would have felt like. I cant tell u.

Now, i am trying to recover the situation and tell him its ok and asking how long it had been ect. And this is where tracks, rails, sad trains end and i really cant tell u what this kids problem is. He goes into his gf ( which no one told me there was a gf. I guess the same gf?) Kids these days. So improper. SMH And then he goes into his head and anxiety annnnndddd at this point i can tell im not getting fucked. This whole thing is a waste of my time. He fills it in with stuff about his hobbies and other things im asking about trying to just be normal. After all that the closest thing to answer was he had thoughts about me and im not that person. SO IN other words im a actual person and he doesnt know himself. He threw out a landmine for me to hit and he doesnt understand. Scared himself and im left to think about my actions as a "adult". This is what i get for treading back on hallowed ground. He then drives 5 hours back home. I come home and sleep much needed sleep via Tylenol pm
Havent even seen my bf yet. He had a good night with his "friend".

I have spent the day trying to figure out where this sexual cross roads and the universe are sending me.

after working out alot and drinking im not really any closer to understanding. im going to have to resolve this though.

Desperate times......call for desperate measures. Might have to up the depravity past what its been into new darker territory.

HAMONMAN 64H
13128 messages
13/4/2019 23h35

So you started sexting with a 15 year old guy ?


Maneruse replies on 14/4/2019 7h58:
no this guy was like 20? The 17 year old was a different incident

Maneruse replies on 15/4/2019 14h23:
I also didnt know he was 17. He told me after. And i never seen him again. just notes on that story

Eersalways 60H

13/4/2019 23h56

that's a very sexy and interesting story


SWMOpnp2 39H

14/4/2019 3h50

not all experiences will play out like the fantasies we imagined them to be... we can try and come close though...!!


CuyFalls44221 49H

14/4/2019 13h19

Ouch.... I remember chatting with this one younger lady. She was 22 and we just chatted about random things at first then one drunken night it turned sexual. She kept bragging about meeting a guy at a bar and giving him a blowjob and having him cum in under 2 minutes because she was so good. Basically it came down to a she wanted to prove it type of discussion as she definitely peaked my interest. I end up meeting her at her place and we kiss for a bit then she goes down and starts to suck on me. Getting me really excited and hard she then tries to deepthroat me and bends my cock so hard that it hurt. She keeps doing it over and over. She didnt choke but she just wasnt taking the right angle and it was getting painful. I tried to get her to change her angle but it wasnt workingfor her. I had to fake a phone call from work to leave. Sometimes those who brag can back it up, sometimes its inexperience talking in a way that they want it to be true, but its only true in their fantasy world.


Maneruse replies on 15/4/2019 14h31:
what kinda makes me mad is I didnt come up with this. He did, so like he has been thinking of it forever. I was just going along with things. Kinda wanted to also see my feelings on certain sexual situations. see if they were done. See if i still like this type of guy kinda stuff. And as of right now im just thinking i might be ? I might be taking a vacation or retiring some sexual interests i used to have. And try more different things. Different types of guys. I have been in a weird place trying to figure out these new feelings. Its been complicated but also fun feeling new things with new kinds of ppl.

Maneruse replies on 15/4/2019 14h32:
That is way shitty on the BJ. I have to be like really into u to suck dick but i never assume everyone likes it the same way. u have to pay attention to ppl and see how they like it. that is fucking lame just doing a god damn routine.

fuck that.

HAMONMAN 64H
13128 messages
15/4/2019 15h53

"I also didnt know he was 17. He told me after."

Something similar happened to a friend when we were in our early twenties. He arranged to date this hot 19 year old - a goddess.
So he shows up at her house, the father asks why here's there, he explains and the father said, "sorry, son, you do know she's only 15 don't you?"
Ooops.
He met in her a bar at Wasaga Beach: she looked old enough to pass ...


Maneruse 40F
10 messages
24/4/2019 17h40

I feel weird he messaged me. But still no answers on what happened. Of course no trying to hang out further. So im keeping the blog up. He sees it he sees it. He cant be mad at me.


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