Mistress life is hard....
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Publié :16/7/2017 12h33
Dernière mise à jour :27/4/2020 17h51 2316 vues
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I am so curious out there as to finding someone that is in my situation. I must say, please I don't want to be judged here at all.. I am in love with a man that is married. His wife does not know anything, yes I am aware that he was married before I started seeing him and sexually being with him.
I am married and my husband knows that I am here, he knows of my sexual addictions and about my play mates. We talk endlessly about everything (just to get that out there). I keep nothing from him.
So back to my "boyfriend" we have had 2 years together so far and are thankfully still going. I don't see him as much, but would love to see him way more. I guess when we started I never thought it would grow into anything like it has. At the beginning we saw each other 4 times a week, he works close by to where we live, so it's pretty convenient. Recently that job has ended and now I see him once a week for now. I know i may be whining here, but It sucks having to fall for someone so deeply but am only allowed to see him when his life allows. Ugh I guess it's my own fault for getting involved, I know!
Well to tell a little more about things, he has/had a co worker, a sexy man.. (well I see him that way). Well my bf thought it would be nice to add him to the mix of play time, OMG my first 3 some was with them. Well the co worker also has a girlfriend. I feel so guilty doing things behind their back, knowing their woman have no clue about what their guys are doing. And having them BOTH for 2 years now, and growing so fondly of both of them in my heart. Well the "co worker" I can't see much any more either because he lost his job as well as the bf. My heart hurts because IF I wasn't the "Mistress" I could see them when I wanted too.
Ok sorry for the whining and venting. Again please please don't judge me.. You don't know any of us and it would hurt me so much. I feel guilty enough as it is. I just love them both so much..
If you've read this far, then thank you. If you are a woman going through what I am or some what similar please please comment or give me advise, or just tell me I am not alone!!
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Wow, what a night.
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Publié :29/3/2017 6h05
Dernière mise à jour :27/4/2020 17h28 2605 vues
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I was feeling really down the whole day yesterday, reaching to have the comfort of a man's touch because I felt so lonely. Going on this site, talking to people, watching them play, knowing what I wanted but couldn't have.. Knowing that HE came in at 7 to work and then watching that time get later and later and thinking.. "nope, he is not coming" "doesn’t he want me?" "doesn’t he realize how much I need him?", "does he need me at all?" and then saying fuck it I guess I will go to bed. In bed, aching to have that moment with him, a connection. So I broke down and just sent him a message. I was hoping that HE would make the first move showing me a sign that he missed me.. Or needed me too. Then, it came, we texted for a moment, then as it got later, we talked on the phone. I do love how that man can brighten my day or night just by that small connection to him. The call got a little heated but I figured he would need to sleep so we got off the phone. I sent him a text, thanking him and telling him how amazing he was and I figured it would end there… but I was wrong.. He messages me back saying "Look I'm sorry.. but.. I need to see you. " those words.. Those wonderful words, hearing a man "need" me.. Ugh.. Was just so wonderful, exciting.. Everything to me. He walks in the door shortly after. I just smile. I won't get too much in to detail this time, but the heat and intense passion was so there. His kiss made my body ache for all of him, the taste of his cock.. MMmm, makes me want him all over again. The heavy breathing and then my quietly telling him how badly I needed him inside of me.. he goes down, starts what it feels like biting on my inner thigh, then up to my full breasts biting and sucking. Then I felt it...what I have been needing all day, sliding inside of me... that feeling.. I could have exploded as soon as I felt it enter my hungry pussy.. whew, I repeat.. Wow what a night!  <3
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