Katsucon 18th - 20th Cosplay
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Publié :18/2/2011 19h12
Dernière mise à jour :1/5/2024 9h6 3469 vues
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Katsucon Anime Con National Harbor Gaylord Feb 18-20th trying to get an orgy going featuring lots of anime cosplay
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Katsucon 18th - 20th Cosplay
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Publié :18/2/2011 13h53
Dernière mise à jour :1/5/2024 9h6 3233 vues
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Katsucon Anime Con National Harbor Gaylord Feb 18-20th trying to get an orgy going featuring lots of anime cosplay
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One Flash
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Publié :12/2/2008 17h29
Dernière mise à jour :18/10/2009 3h01 2541 vues
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The favorite author I wont have read
The sky's of blue I wont have seen
The roads upon I wont have drove
The movies & shows I wont have viewed
The kitchen & home I wont have cleaned
The grounds of children I wont have played
The fallen son I wont have raised
The love my heart I wont have shared
The life I wanted I wont have lived
The cities & towns I wont have been
The yawning puppies I wont have pet
With stinging tears I cry myself to sleep
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The Shower
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Publié :12/2/2008 17h28
Dernière mise à jour :23/2/2008 6h37 2693 vues
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In the shower as I plead
for the sheer minute shread of what I am
the temperatureless water sheilds,
No, shadows my true pain
I beg for just some little thing
of me, for me, to be me.
I plead and plead as moments of
worthlessness vs. existence permeate
I worry if I am somehow taking away
from someone, or thing, else
and not being a little self serving
or not sure if I'm not being selfish!?!?
How I scream and cry even more
at the very thought of this
and how as I write these thoughts
I can barely see through
the wavering salty pools
and the odd yet familiar experience
of the pouring chlorinated water
swirling and mixing within
but alas loosing to the salted,
that forms more quickly, and
as I curl up into a ball
and squeeze as hard as I can
looking to my side slightly
not even one hair pore bump over
on my knee wishing I'd see you
... I don't!!!
I had to tell myself to get up
so many times this time
it scared me.
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The Good Friend
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Publié :12/2/2008 17h27
Dernière mise à jour :1/5/2024 9h6 2595 vues
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Sitting in the breaks between
adding data to the cd image
and the low disc space baloons
I wonder where are you now
Are you home in his arms
sleeping soundfully safe in his slumber
or worst in the throws
eyes blazzing locked onto one another
throbbing, pleading, demanding,
calculating, questioning, loving, and ascerning
the very point of loving someone
or maybe playing seperate video games
with him annoyed at all the parts you need help on
and something that I would have wanted
to experienced with you and still do,
as the unloved. "The Good Friend"
The old boyfriend who wont get over it!!!
The one who's heart is still in it's box
with the sign, Fragile Handle With Care
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A Wife
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Publié :12/2/2008 17h26
Dernière mise à jour :1/5/2024 9h6 2555 vues
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You made a statement that you didn't have a clue what you could possibly have done to give anyone the impression you could be a wife. Ten minutes later I responded to your myspace with this.
Where would I begin to begin. The offer in which I had stated was one with obvious great care And thought which was unabated
To share your life and my life too Your father I asked for his permission I impatiently rushed to be by your side To which I am guilty of your loves addiction
The moment I saw you true love did shine A lifeless young boy trapped in a worn out man You gave me new hope and a gift a third time again Of gods greatest gift we made castles in the sand
You opened my eyes to what life's joy is To make myself a better person regardless of fear To offer a hand when a true friend is in need And to keep my friends close and my enemy's near
You complimented my soul, and I yours, everyone agrees You need to live your life not tied down so young But what of those couples you hear celebrating their 50th I imagined us like that, with children, or at least one
And now you've moved on to a new adventure One that currently you muse to fulfill your life But all & all, through thick & thin like Noah and Allie You have all the qualities I wanted, and still do, in a wife
your lover for eternity
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Missed
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Publié :12/2/2008 17h23
Dernière mise à jour :1/5/2024 9h6 2463 vues
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I did my best at the time I guess Never thought it would turn out this way I wanted it all and to a fail There was no day for you to go away
Well I've made mistakes and more than few I kept most inside now it comes out The days I miss, with one for a vail And even the times when we would shout
Well life had something in store for me at least it seemed that way What I fought to get and tried to keep was always taken away I kept my friends at bay. I guess that was my protective way Then I was sure that the touch of your love was the only cure
Like the day we went to see the castle Past days memories to you I shared Now desolate rooms and dirt on the floors Small part of my life you showed you cared
If atop the tower our chariot in view Would a cool breeze whisper "I loved this place" Here we were friends unlike numbered doors For awhile again was a smile on your face
The drive we took up the narrow dirt road the River and cliffs places where I played I wanted to hold you, your eyes looking into mine Hug & kiss, you how I missed, hold hands in the shade
Now in present times a lot has changed But those past days will still linger on All my friends tell me "It's about that time" But I don't agree these days are gone
Well life has something in store for me it doesn't just seem that way What I'll fight to get I'll always keep It never taken away I'll still keep my friends at bay that will always be my protective way And I am absolutely sure that the touch of your love is the only cure
Quixotic you ask what the hell is that?
quixotic \kwik-SAH-tik\, adjective: 1. Caught up in the romance of noble deeds and the pursuit of unreachable goals; foolishly impractical especially in the pursuit of ideals. 2. Capricious; impulsive; unpredictable.
Some of his plans were quixotic and much too good for this world, but he never wavered in a cause that he considered just and he commanded the respect of all who opposed him. --"Dr. John Dewey Dead at 92; Philosopher a Noted Liberal," New York Times, June 2, 1952
I think that it sums me up quit well, don't you think?
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These Things
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Publié :12/2/2008 17h22
Dernière mise à jour :1/5/2024 9h6 2484 vues
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Have you ever been so tired & wish that it'd all be over To be shot, to slit your wrist Hit by a truck or a heart attack
I'm in love with your soul, spirit and mind Your body is a compliment of these things inside To talk to you, love you, kiss you like before To have you all dressed up for me, you played my little whore
These things I find I can't let go A heart on a sleeve & doesn't it show Well someone else now fills these shoes Now all I do is continue to wait for you
It seems like years since I've seen your face These pictures keep falling from the wall I used to pick them up & put them back Now I just let them lie where they fall
Well my companies not signified, this I fear And a greater concern is that your not here My apathy appearance may distort your view So I'll tell you again, nymph, I'll always love you
So these things I find I'll never let go My heart on my sleeve well doesn't it show And someone else now fills my shoes An all I can do is continue to wait for you All I can do, is sit in my corner and continue continue to wait for you
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innocence
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Publié :12/2/2008 17h21
Dernière mise à jour :1/5/2024 9h6 2498 vues
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Once I remember a time of wonder When things were so crisp and new All the world was so much better No war, no death, I just never knew
So what has become of us Oh what have they done whats happen to the ones who live by the sun
Hoping and wishing And praying for the best the ones whoe'd make it better Aren't on the test
yet we sit we wait and watch as the weeks, months, years slowly pass And some of us are wondering When will the teacher return to class
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"1984" 20 Years Short
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Publié :12/2/2008 17h20
Dernière mise à jour :1/5/2024 9h6 2452 vues
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See the child run through the rubble of a time broken long ago in the near future Men who waged war for reason long forgot, and not yet figured or approached
"Oranges and lemons say the bells of Saint Clemons You owe me three farthings say the bells of Saint Martins" "Under the spreading chestnut tree I sold you you sold me"
The crimes they commit are gone without sentence and what come in the end, rebellion, war death from resistance The ones who committed in present future past Are the one who will die first second to last
They thought they would without notice & surpass Sitting in their corporate chairs, oh how they laughed But now soon then, all so abrupt & sudden They thought they we're so smart, the ones who were judging
"Here comes a candle to light up your bed Here comes a chopper to cut off your head" Had they not become such money hardened criminals and looked at the news instead of their Wall Street Journals
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Time
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Publié :12/2/2008 16h49
Dernière mise à jour :1/5/2024 9h6 2488 vues
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So now I play a waiting game I don't wanna watch this time it is different it changes tempo often mostly with my love the beat of my heart and sometimes it stops with each visual thought the time I think about the present future past which one makes it hard each more or less fill those moments and memories with smiles and her voice seeing her mouth the words All I live to hear with deafening sound whisper when is what I fear my heart too has cuts with you began to heal Numan would agree price of when you feel
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Hopful and waiting
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Publié :12/2/2008 16h48
Dernière mise à jour :23/2/2008 6h38 2513 vues
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I don't know if this is poetry or not but they are words I wrote during an IM with someone and as true as I can find, about the one I love.
Hopful and waiting Current mood: quixotic
I feel like a lost little boy in a world of lecherous deceiving beings who are just waiting to sink their claws & teeth into me and delight themselves in the taste of yet another of earths succulent offerings tenderized by the hurt and beatings life and love has to serve until the meat is soft and marinated in it's own juices of apathy, pain, hopelessness, and just a hint of heartache that they devour like a pack of wolves, and I as I lie there on life's plate of pageantry I listen as they suck the remaining marrow from my bones talking of life and love and politics I think to myself one day I'll grow up too.
I swore this to be the last and so it shall. I will remain the hard cynic I was and return to where I came and at least like all the stories I have spoke before about my life and times this will be yet another chapter I will cherish like all I have before and I think that my return from the last chapter of Megan and I when we broke the first time that it's hard, almost overly hopeful to expect to follow the same line and return again to her again as if nothing has happened and my heart to be just as warm, so with that I say goodbye, a Virgo can only endure so many.
And yet he sits there on his chair hands clasp together between his legs ankles crossed swaying his feet in the hardwood chair from within his heart he is made to sit in, staring at the doorway waiting, as only an abused child can, for her to open the door and walk inside, open her arms and say "I'm back, did you miss me? and he to run to her crying please, please don't leave me again I'll be good this time I promise!
Hoping and waiting he sits thinking of everything that he could have possibly done to have caused this each and every memory running through his mind with a feverish checks and balances list of good and bad trying to find the cause when the truth is nothing on his list is the culprit but yet he sits squirming in his chair.
Hoping and waiting
Hoping and waiting
Current Mood: quixotic
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