I'm straight but had a brief encounter with a retired gentleman over 65. I answered an ad met and let him give a blow job. The next encounter i blew him as well, and liked it. He wanted more and I probably would have but I got nervous and felt dirty and left. Haven't done anything like that ever again but often think about it. I'm happily married but still feel like there was unfinished business with this guy. Part of wants contact him and go get naked with him and finish what we started and part of is disgusted for even thinking about it. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.