Looking for a Queen
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Publié :28/5/2021 21h44
Dernière mise à jour :23/8/2021 13h23 6469 vues
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While I'm an active member: I would love to be someone's slave for once; are there any Goddesses, Mistresses, Queens, etc., that would like to own me, un-caging me carefully only when my Queen has released me, and wants her Pet to over-power Her, being a dominant slave unlike most.
I guarantee numerous, soaking-wet adventures, keeping my Mistress constantly satisfied and in control for the most part; she'll be sure to punish me in fun and creative ways when I'm a brat...
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Fear and Loathing in California
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Publié :17/4/2019 13h18
Dernière mise à jour :22/8/2021 19h05 7828 vues
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Soooo, I’m a born-again-virgin (hahah....), will be flying to California (San Diego area) on 4/19–just in time for 4/20–and was just wondering if anyone would be interested in meeting up n’ stuff. That is all for now, thanks a bunch!
Love,
—Nicholas
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Sex, Drugs, Self-Destruction and Recovery
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Publié :25/3/2019 14h05
Dernière mise à jour :17/4/2019 22h09 7955 vues
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So, I’m mostly writing this for those whom may have wondered where I “disappeared” to for five or six months...and to sort of clarify where I’m “” now.
I’m a recovering drug-addict, from over a decade of drug abuse. I was a tweaker/dumpster-junkie (dumpster junkies are basically just addicts that will combine everything and anything), and eventually became a hardcore junkie. Opiates were the last type of drug I quit, and was nearly my death (I’ve technically been dead—clinically—before, so “death and I” are fairly familiar with each-other...).
With help from cannabis, I started exercising an almost military-like workout daily well beyond the point of muscle-failure and extreme nausea/headaches...and became nice and fit for a bit until I ran out of 420, started having neurological issues where I’d pass out randomly before reaching a point I’d never been to before: the worst nausea combined with, what felt like, a decade’s-worth of pain all at once.
Words can’t describe how truly traumatizing it was; without even realizing “it” until looking at myself in the mirror, naked, one day before work: I was no more than a “walking-skeleton” (at my lowest weight, somewhere under 0 lbs., down from around 0 lbs., all lost within the duration of two or three weeks).
I could barely walk, breathe, etc.; I had no stomach, and had lost all the muscle I had attained whilst working out...which was devastating. I could barely hear, or do much of anything; I was a delusional mess and suicidal.
But, for reasons I won’t go into: suicide wasn’t an option, as badly as I craved it...I started my “recovery” by filling up on crackers at first as I’d just vomit, then dry-heave at first (which is why I consider weed to be immensely helpful for anyone that attempts to quit alone, as I did); so when I could finally eat: I had to start small...and exercise just “enough” (no stomach exercises for a while though; some advice from a friend whom had been in the Navy).
At first, exercise just consisted of lifting some fairly light weights and literally walking circles in my garage (when it was night, since I had to eat every three hours and my legs were at the point of atrophy); changing the direction I’d walk since my right leg was developing more quickly than my left.
At around 5 lbs.: I was able to restart my original workouts, mostly with VR, and eventually some yoga for flexibility.
around six months, I was back up to 0-0 or so; finally back in the shape I was before detoxing nearly annihalted me.
As of this writing: its been around seven months, and I’ve been able to maintain my original exercising habits and such—thank God. However...
Without going into too much detail about the mental-struggles of living a life opiate-free; sexually, I’ve been frustrated. As embarrassing as it is to admit: I haven’t had sex, or even kissed a woman for six (and counting) years.
Opiates deplete testosterone, so, since I’ve sobered up and recovered physically, I’ve also been “flooded” with testosterone. In other words: I’m extremely horny all the time.
But I don’t even masturbate often since it takes me quite a while to cum, often-times, I can’t at all, leaving me extremely frustrated and worn-out. I’ve always been able to last long, but even when I do cum: I’m still wanting more...so masturbation, generally, is more of a problem than a solution.
I notice a lot of extremely gorgeous, sexy women sending flirts but unfortunately can’t really respond since I don’t have a gold account. So: apologies. I’m definitely interested, am good in bed (I hate to sound pretentious, but it’s what I’ve been told and what I’ve “heard”...), LOVE eating pussy (delicious), dominating, being dominated, tied up; just going crazy and the more turned on the recipient is: the more turned on I am. Honestly: I feel more satisfied wearing “others” out, feeling and tasting orgasm after orgasm.
Sooooo, if “you” are truly interested: send me an IM...reply to this; “find me” (it’s not hard, trust me...).
And that’s where I’ll end me “tale” I guess, heh. I feel like a “born-again virgin”; I’ll forever thank whomever “helps” me lose my “v-card”...again; perhaps become their sexual-slave; whatever...
Thanks to all the sexy people on here, out there—wherever—whom actually read this 
Love,
—Nicholas
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Pics...
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Publié :13/7/2018 16h55
Dernière mise à jour :17/4/2020 16h50 8241 vues
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Some screenshots from a recent video...
[video_embed 4112020]
Enjoy (hopefully)!
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Quick video/editing question (for woman preferably, but any comments are welcome)
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Publié :12/7/2018 15h51
Dernière mise à jour :17/7/2018 10h44 8108 vues
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I recently uploaded a video that I edited fairly quickly via iMovie on my iPad, and it's the first "full-frontal"/tease video I've made, and was just wondering what "your" opinion on it is (please go easy; I have confidence, but it's taken nearly a lifetime to attain it).
*Sigh*
So, if this "embed" code doesn't work: just go the the link attached (or whatever).
[video_embed 4112020]
or
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https://streaming.securedataimages.com/passion/video/intros_mpgs_1000/020/436420157_28207-53143264369.4112020.mp4
Thanks!
PS: Read description on video for more info.
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