one of my fantasies
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Publié :29/5/2014 12h57
Dernière mise à jour :1/7/2014 8h54 8140 vues
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Ok so for the experienced this might seem weak, but here goes.......
I want to be "kidnapped" by someone I "know"/met. I want to be held captive and made this persons sex slave..... I only get my food/water, if I performed well enough 
I want to experience being tied up (even though the thought petrifies me) and really being submissive without experienced the paid (that also petrifies me)
I want to be dressed up sexy for the person in the outfits of his choice.... if he wants me to service his friend, I should, no complains.....
I am not sure how long I want to be kidnapped, am I crazy for this? Is this weak? Anyone else wanted to experience this?
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Wondering..... And Some Issues
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Publié :19/3/2014 8h43
Dernière mise à jour :24/3/2014 1h54 8357 vues
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So I have been back for a week or two....
And I am wondering if people actually have any real success on here?
Please share your success stories as I would love to hear it.
I remember when I started out, we used to have quite a few meet and greets which was an awesome way to meet the people we chatted to and no real expectations.... just looking, having a drink, some flirting and see if we do see someone we "click" with and see if there is chemistry which is very important I think....
Now I am wondering... even though there is a lot of prospects... are they for real? (Not talking about a few previous contacts that I reconnected with  )
Then the next thing is, there is always a issue....
like venue..... Why make these offers, if you don't have a venue.... Am I suppose to source the venue.... nope I don't think so.....
Or Smoking.... I prefer to hook up with someone that doesn't smoke.... and still I get contacted by "heavy smokers". I have nothing against people that smoke... its just I don't want to kiss them or by kissed or licked or whatever by them...
or Race Preferences...... don't think I should get into that here, accept... I am not a racist person by nature, but I would prefer to hook up with my preferences.
or My Body Size.... I think all woman have body issues and that will never change, but you can see from my photies that I am HUGE! That is the way I look and I am HAPPY , so why go through all the trouble to meet me, just to say oooo no you are tooo big..... Don't get that...I think men like that have no balls
or looks.... I am no oil painting and this is ok to, as long as I am Happy... but I am not going to go this route if I don't find the person attractive.... or there has to be some spark.... even if its only wild animal lust 
or age..... once again I like to keep more or less in my preference age group.... hmm think some people cannot read
I am really not complaining as some of the Gentlemen I have been in contact with are really nice and maybe just maybe we will go beyond online flirting..... 
Come on.... give me hope...  
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Someone Outed Me! :(
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Publié :27/4/2009 7h07
Dernière mise à jour :14/3/2014 14h53 11454 vues
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Was a little disgusted the other night as I was chatting in a non adult room and someone outed me. In this other chatroom non of the ppl know about passion or are interested in the lifestyle... needless to say I got some unwelcome and unflattering comments that wasnt necessary and wouldnt have happened if this guy just kept his mouth shut and or contacted me in pvt... I would have answered him.
The ppl on the chat site know that I am married and this opened a storm of questions which I didnt need. All my friends on passion know that I am married and play alone...
Am I wrong to feel betrayed here???? I was quite upset!!!
What do u think?
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So why havent I left?
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Publié :5/3/2009 8h07
Dernière mise à jour :14/3/2014 6h08 12006 vues
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WEll technically I did leave for a little bit as I had a new baby...almost 7 months old... I still logged in and checked what was happening and keeping up to date with everyone...I just did not attend any meets or met anyone for that matter...
Well its a new year and after a meet in November 2008 I have decided that I dont really wanna leave...there is just to much to see and experience!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I attended the meet in February 2009 and there were prospects...jip I went to the meet to really get someone I can pinch..but alas it did not work out for me that way... There is however a few I would love to pinch in the group that was there..... I am not sure what is putting some of the men off..... I dont see myself as loud and over the top...ok I am a little loud but I know my place and I am flirty and I am sure I send out the right signs but damn its a mission.. mabe it still have to do with my larger than life body but then on the other had I have many many wonderful encounters with some great gentlemen that did not mind my extra lovehandles
I am not sure where this year will take me but hopefully I will get to do my 3some (MMF) but I am scared SH!TLESS!!!! Will see if I can get two men interested that is not homophobic in any way.... hahahahahahahaha when hell freezes over mabe..... So I am back.... want to experience all I can within limits...lets see where this year takes me!
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Leaving passion - the saga continues
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Publié :7/9/2007 3h13
Dernière mise à jour :5/3/2009 7h59 12247 vues
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I am at a crossroad.... I made this decision but things has changed... Its like there is a positive upliftment in die community that I didnt bargain on... So the q stays should I stay should I go....
I am sad that I lost contact with a spesific person as I thought we have become friends... only person on here that really really really understood me and stood by me.... mmmm so where to next... I wish I knew... hehehe sometimes I wonder if I am not a nutcase...lol mabe I need to be one to be on here.....
Mabe I should have just taken a sabatical? lol am I goin insane..mabe but who cares right????
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I am Leaving A F F!
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Publié :20/8/2007 7h04
Dernière mise à jour :30/8/2007 8h27 12538 vues
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I am Leaving A F F !!!
I am sorry to say that I will no longer be on A F F as from 15 September 2007!!!If you still wish to keep contact pls contact me asap!!!
I made sum gr8 friends and sure I would have made sum more if I stayed..but I am at a stage thta I am movin on..
I wish all of you the best.....
I do hope that all your dreams will come true...
Lots of luvies
Maanskynrosie
xxx
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Emptyness....
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Publié :2/6/2007 1h56
Dernière mise à jour :14/3/2014 14h53 12937 vues
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This is such an excellent topic as its something I have been struggling with the last couple of weeks and the meet n greet actually just pinned it down for me.... I am at a stage where I am seriously considering stepping out as there is no loyalties, no real emotion and a coldness...I have enoguh sh*t in real life to have it in a place that is suppose to feel some sort of release
I still said from the start I want a friend with benefits...I dont want a relationship but I want relation... I want to know that there is a person whose button I can press and we can meet up even if its just for a coffee.... I am struggling with the empty promises.....
But today I feel empty....And sad and angry and wish I had a release for all this emotion.... Just as I think I know how thigs are... it hits me like a dart hits the bull for a victory and then I think WHAT THE F*ck AM I STILL DOIN HERE>...
I just had to get this heaviness off my chest and seeing that none of my friends know I am on A F F I just needed to get this off my chest....
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Now U tell me......
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Publié :11/5/2007 1h41
Dernière mise à jour :23/3/2012 13h46 13376 vues
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1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Favorite position(s)?
4. Do you think I'm hot?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. Lights on or off?
7. Would you have to be drunk?
8. Would you take a shower with me?
9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10. Would you leave after or stay the night?
11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?
12. Condom or skin?
13. Do you give Oral pleasures?
14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?
15. Have sex on the first date?
16. Would you kiss me during sex?
17. Do you think I would be good in bed?
18. Three sum?
19. With someone of the same sex?
20. How many times would you like to cum?
21. Would you use me as a booty call?
22. Do you like fore play?
23. What is fore play to you?
24. Can we take pictures of the act?
25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? (Don't feel obligated..)
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Am I goin insane?
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Publié :10/5/2007 2h51
Dernière mise à jour :14/3/2014 5h57 12651 vues
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An incident not so long ago made me quie upset....
I met this person not tooooo long ago and really enjoyed his company... We smsd regularly etc and decided ok we will MEET so it took a bit or arranging but I did this as I really wanted to MEET him in more ways than one. We had the best time...really... I was made to feel like a princess..he treated me VERY VERY well and I was satisfied more than i have ever been...and inbetween orgasms we would just lie in each others arms and talk abotu stuff all kinds... sing a song..heheh its was so super as he was so attentive and a really good lover.... And so it was time to go home...which was still fine as its suppose to happen... and he drove me to my car and still said goodnight my precious i will talk to u soon.... and u know what..>I believed him..I believed him as I told him from the start I dont want to EVER be more than a friend with benefits..... On my way home I received an sms saying what a nice evening it was...etc!!!! And then? A Deadly silence.... The kind of silence that eats u up inside because of the uncertainty.... Was I simply a bad lay? Did I do something wrong??? I wish I knew... So at one stage I simply sent an sms saying I dont want to marry u I just want to know how u r.... He smsd me work is hectic but he would like to see me again...which is fine I suppose but GUESS WHAT>??? Havent heard from him again..AND THAT GETS TO ME....
If you dont want contact with me just tell me...its ure right and I wont make u c me... My point is just...I like to be informed...I like to know that I am not just simply another throphy on ure wall and f*ck if I am...dont make me feel like it CAUSE I FEEL USED! Yes it was pleasureble at the time but if something was really that good...wouldnt u want more?????
I think this experience took me for a bigger loop than what I am willing to admit.....I am still a baby in the game and yes its a game...a very tacticle one...
I just wish u men would realise that not all woman see a wedding dress and eternal love when they meet you and spent sum time with u.... No use in bombarding a person with smses and emails before the time just to have this really big let down after u got what u want...U know we are human BUT U KNOW WHAT WOMAN BOUNCE BACK MUCH QUICKER THAN MEN!!!!!
Vented enough for now... will add later when I am not so fired up...hehehehehehe
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My 10 cents worth
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Publié :27/4/2007 4h30
Dernière mise à jour :20/8/2007 6h54 12963 vues
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My first attempt... here goes...
So last night we had our meet and greet and I am sitting there and wondering what am I really doin there?? Yes I am intrested in the lifestyle but have experienced so little of it in the year that I am on here that I am wondering why I still bother..... I have met some ppl there on another occation and on a diffrent site and well I have seen a few of them naked to...
I also stopped for a minute and realised that actually I cannot commit to anything at this stage as work en home time is quite hectic especially work. Six months ago I could have sneaked off for a secret rondevouz or a coffee but now I hardly get time to reply to an sms.....
SO my question is ..should I continue with it and keep contact in the hope that things ease up enough for me to persue the contacts I am really intrested in.....
I wish I knew on this one...mabe I can sit on it for a while and just see what happens....
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