I'm burned out...
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Publié :30/5/2017 20h51
Dernière mise à jour :29/4/2024 7h35 6807 vues
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Oh god, lately when I am writing or drawing now I have been burned out for some odd reason. But, the writing is effected more than ever. I was trying to write a short sex story earlier, and I couldn't make it sound good at all. I just literally deleted it and now my word thing is blank. I have written everything on loop over and over again, about fantasies and dreams of mine that I held so close to me. Writing was fun for me, it showed my creative side more than anything. But, now writing something that I know I will never experience because of my situation and everything it makes me more upset and exhausted.
I wish, that I could have an actual job that isn't temporary. I wish, I had my own place. I wish, for so many things. Including, being with someone if he is a daddy dom or an actual guy that looks at me with love not disgust. I give anything, to live these fantasies and dreams of mine including the one that my third ex laughed and told me it won't happen. I am crying more, I am more depressed, and I feel so lonely.
Hopefully, this will pass.
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Any horror fans?
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Publié :11/4/2017 13h38
Dernière mise à jour :29/4/2024 7h35 8302 vues
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I love horror stuff, and Creepypasta is one of them. Before it became a fanfiction, it was most scared of. I have loved it so much, yes I may be weird though that is my nickname since I liked being called Ticci due to the Creepypasta name Ticci Toby.
Anyway, I have been trying to write down some ideas of Creepypastas that I would love to write. One is about a old experiment item, another is about a normal walk through the forest (not Slenderman related), a cult, and a new Creepypasta.
If you want to see them, to read please let me know and I will tell you where to go to read it.
Also, it's my birthday.
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Birthday is next Tuesday
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Publié :6/4/2017 2h16
Dernière mise à jour :29/4/2024 7h35 7197 vues
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So, I just have been told that I am going to be given birthday money so that way I can go get me something. What is it, that I am going to buy? Hufflepuff stuff. Yeah, awhile back I decided to go on Pottermore and see which Hogwarts house I belong to and I was surprised that I was a Hufflepuff. They are kind and loyal, and on our side we have Newt from Fantastic beast and where to find them. And Cedric.
I am going to buy a choker, bracelet, a golden snitch, chocolate frog, a 9 3/4 cup, and oh yeah try to find a way to make butterbeer. That is a actual thing.
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Birthday coming up
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Publié :25/3/2017 17h21
Dernière mise à jour :6/4/2017 2h11 7962 vues
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I am back on here, for a bit since I had been applying to places like a good girl. Today I applied to four at least, but, that isn't why I am on here.
My birthday happens to be on April 11th, and I will be turning 23 years old. I am okay about it, since I know for a fact I am not getting anything. Sexual or not. My mom has gotten laid off from work so I have been on job search overload. Nothing has been going well, in that area. Also I am going back to losing weight, I am at a dangerous weight. Tomorrow it will be water for a long time, till I am down to a weight that I can manage.
In other news, I have been noticing something odd. I keep seeing apparitions, but, there just like barely there.
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My valentine day, so far.
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Publié :14/2/2017 12h24
Dernière mise à jour :1/3/2017 20h39 7505 vues
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I am sitting on the bed, listening to instrumental songs that I loved as a child. I am planning to create a music video, of me singing Out there from the Hunchback of Notre Dame. Plus, it's raining here which my window is open. Along with two incense sticks burning, both the scent of vanilla.
I have a order of incense sticks from Amazon, coming today. There floral scented, which I am going to enjoy a lot. I had a lot of pocky and pejoy for Valentines Day candy, so I am good.
I finally got the shower drainage system unclogged, after numerous attempts of baking soda and vinegar which failed, I used a plunger and a bit of water and plunge the shit out of it. It finally went down, so no more standing in a tub filled with water.
My mom got my stepdad his Valentines Day gift, which mostly consist of mint chocolate flavored everything. I am not much of a mint person, but I love peanut butter. My favorite is Reese.
So, pretty much my mom and my stepdad are celebrating Valentines day together leaving me single. And lonely.
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Request?
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Publié :12/2/2017 1h03
Dernière mise à jour :13/2/2017 23h47 7323 vues
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Hey guys, so I have a huge questions for you people. Would you guys like to hear me sing, by recording a video of me singing?
Comment below because I might make one.
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I miss...
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Publié :10/2/2017 17h06
Dernière mise à jour :29/4/2024 7h35 7349 vues
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I really miss sex, not going to lie at all. The only reason that I miss it, is because I always have the vanilla sex. Nothing kinky, not even hard or rough. Not even lasting, or with any foreplay.
It sucked. The reason, I had a sucky sex life with my previous ex. He wasn't adventurous as me, and I was the very imaginative kinky person. I had so many sexual fantasies, things I wanted to try that I was curious about. But, with him he wasn't imaginative as me.
All I want is to be bend over, fucked rough and hard, having the guy talk dirty to me, spank me, let me wear lingerie and not get pissed off, and doing other things. But, with me trying to get a job and all I can't do that. So, I am going to rely on my toys and porn.
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Face reveal time!
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Publié :9/2/2017 17h21
Dernière mise à jour :10/2/2017 17h29 7299 vues
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I know, that I have send pictures to people through IM and some guys stop talking to me the moment that they see the picture of me. Other times, I get compliments from some guys. So this is me, this is what I really look like.
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Story time #3 (pure fiction)
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Publié :8/2/2017 15h57
Dernière mise à jour :9/2/2017 15h21 7985 vues
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She tried to get dress in lingerie, with her being a BBW it took a lot longer to get into this stuff. It consisted of; a lace bra, matching crotchless underwear, garter belt, and stockings all in the colors of red and black. She grabbed her robe that was a lace, see through material and slide it up her arms and shoulders. Once that was on, she walked over to the bathroom counter, bending over it as she put her black eyeliner on carefully. After that, her mascara, then eye shadow, and finally her red lipstick. She stood up, brushing her hair and warming her flat iron up to straighten it up. She was going to surprise a guy that happen to be her old friend from high school, and was going to seduce him. Once she straighten her hair, her phone buzzed seeing a horrible message.
'Hey sorry, but I can't come over since I am busy with some stuff.'
"Fuck!" She groan.
She threw her phone down, she just got dressed sexy in order to get laid and now wasn't going to get lucky. She left her bathroom, crawling on to the bed and getting on to her laptop. As she scrolled on her adult sex site, her message chat kept blowing up when she told guys that she got stood up. One happened to be from a guy that made her drool, his cock was at least nine inches and he has turn her on a lot of times and even politely asked to come over and ravish her. She decided to message him, since he was a couple of miles from her places she needed to get off. Moments later, her door bell ring as she tied the robe closely to her and walked out of the bedroom to open the door. She peeked through the eye hole and saw him; he had dirty blonde hair, emerald green eyes, a light tan, and was at least six maybe six feet and three inches tall. She opened the door, only showing her head. They exchange there usernames and she let him in, when she did that he push her against the door, kissing her rough and hard and almost tearing her robe apart to touch her pale, yer soft skin. There tongues collided against each other, hands tearing each other clothes apart and throwing them on the ground. She was just left standing there, only in her garter belt and stockings as he bends her over her couch and spanks her hard with his hands. She moaned, then feel him push his cock inside of her pussy as she clamped down on his cock. He fucked her hard, and rough while holding her hair. She became so wet, that she squirted all over his cock and he even enjoyed it. He came inside of her, pulled out as she started to leak of his cum.
"That was good." He smiled.
"Yeah. I needed that." She stood up and turn around to kiss him.
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Story time #2 (pure fiction)
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Publié :7/2/2017 22h46
Dernière mise à jour :8/2/2017 14h57 8075 vues
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(Warning: this is going to get sad)
She got off of work, becoming excited to get some fun time with her boyfriend to the point that she was getting wet. Even though, they haven't been getting along nor haven't had any sex lately she had been extremely horny and wanted her boyfriend to fuck her till morning. She drove to the apartment, giggling and singing with the radio music thinking about the naughty fest she was going to get. She pulled into the apartment parking lot, she couldn't get out of her car faster as she ran to the door and unlocked the door, but, her ears' should of picked up what was going on in the bedroom as she walked in and heard a crash in the bedroom. When she got to the door, her eyes widen. There on the floor, was her boyfriend and a girl from his job.
She woke up, sitting up in bed in her room and looked around the room seeing her dresser and the bare side of her bed. She got into a ball sitting position and laid her head on her knee caps, she dreamed about the first and last time she trusted anyone. When she saw his co-worker and him on the ground, she screamed at them and kicked him out. Even going to the links of selling his stuff online. Why would he do this to her, for being together for at least almost a year? She didn't know, what she did that her own ex cheated on her and slept with that girl in her own apartment. She can feel the tears running down her cheeks, she wiped them with the bed sheets since she was naked. She was losing more weight, now more chubby and less heavy she wonder if any guy would be with her. She stick to her romance novels, and would read them on her breaks from work. The sex scenes, and how the girl gets the guy and live happily ever after. Laying back on her bed, she stared at the ceiling thankful that today and tomorrow was her day off from work. They haven't been together, for almost a year now. He pointed out how he was losing his love, and even his sex drive for her around the seventh or eight month of them being together. Due to this, she hasn't had sex or better yet made hot, burning love making session.
"When?" She spoke.
She knew the answer, maybe never.
(Guys, this story is based on a dream I had before me and my ex broke up)
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What is my Valenties day wish
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Publié :7/2/2017 22h00
Dernière mise à jour :29/4/2024 7h35 7344 vues
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Here is something I want for Valentines day:
1. A guy to either dress up as Ticci Toby, Ben Drowned, or Sebastian Michaelis
2. Chocolate covered strawberries or Reeses
3. A bouquet of red roses, with only one having a black ribbon on the stem
4. A stuffie (mainly Septic Sam, Jibanyan, or Robonyan)
5. And finally my favorite bottle of wine; Blue Parachute
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My 10 favorite songs?
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Publié :7/2/2017 15h28
Dernière mise à jour :29/4/2024 7h35 7553 vues
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Okay, let's get off topic on the whole sex thing. Let's talk about music, I am a huge music nerd and I love all except music. So, here are the 10 songs that I love with the artist or band next to it
1. Medicine (Hollywood Undead)
2. Once Upon a December (Anastasia)
3. Heart Attack (Demi Lovato - Nightcore male version)
4. Pigskin (Hollywood Undead - prefer YouTube video Sexy Creepypasta)
5.Ten long years (Phantom of the opera: Love never dies)
6. Sandy (Grease)
7. Heathen's (Twenty-one pilots)
8. Mad Hatter (Nightcore male version - Singer unknown)
9. Hero's (Chad Kroger ft Josey Scott from Spiderman)
10. Till I hear you sing (Phantom of the opera: Love never dies)
Honorable mentions:
1. Beauty Underneath (Phantom of the opera: Love never dies
2. Summer night (Grease)
3. Journey to the past (Anastasia)
4. One in a million (Ne-Yo)
5. Just give me a reason (Pink ft Nate Ruess)
6. Hurt (Christina Aguilera)
7. Ride (Twenty-one pilots)
8. Think of me (Phantom of the opera 2004)
9. Hellfire (female version - Hunchback of Notre Dame)
10. Music of the Night (Phantom of the opera 2004)
Okay guys, your turn.
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