Compulsive...
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Publié :29/8/2020 1h33
Dernière mise à jour :10/9/2020 19h31 7770 vues
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I remember I first joined the site try connect more amateur porn, and cam a little myself. I rarely went into the rooms, other than occasionally my local one from time time. I was generally just here watch or be watched, or both, at any given moment. Eventually I started reading some of the stories too, and that got me thinking about writing again too, and I started "chatting" with one particular member and helping to create her fantasies for her.
That's progressed from their to writing more diverse short stories, some good, some bad, some just for me, but also led me to delve further into the chat rooms too. I've had some really great experiences there, but I've also had some that felt purely transactional and now I find myself in multiple rooms at a time and engaging with multiple other users. I don't intend for things to progress in multiple places, but lately that seems to be happening on occasion and I don't seem to have the decency to focus exclusively on one "partner" at a time.
I suppose it's some type of narcissism or compulsion, that I think that the more I put myself out there, the better member I'll be for the rest of it, but really it's just me chasing a high I'm struggling to find offline. My own inability to cultivate meaning in a relationship and commit 100% to that at any given time. I'm not sure what led me here, but alas here I am. I do genuinely enjoy each and every experience I have on here, but I do apologize if I haven't given any of you my full and un-divided attention when you deserved it.
I will do my best to be more "present" in my future interactions, and not spend so much time looking to get as involved. Quality over quantity will start to guide my decision-making, and more importantly my actions.
Have fun all...
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Heading out into Nature
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Publié :26/7/2020 3h47
Dernière mise à jour :28/7/2020 14h14 7825 vues
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Howdy ,
I'm heading out do some camping for the second of my four 4-day weekends, after a beach day yesterday. I enjoy my technology as much as the next person, but it's nice just get away from it for awhile. And I've got a vivid imagination, so I can always picture you if need be when I can't see you.
I'm looking forward some long walks, reading a couple books, writing again hopefully, and just being outdoors in general. It's hard remember not just stay cooped during that is going right now, and just get outside and soak in the sun. It's very beneficial both sleep and just overall mental health.
My routine the past few months is going a little off the rails, so I need plan get that back track and start get a proper amount of sleep every night. Tee Ashawagandha has helped settle my stomach again, and the breathing exercises have been great for my occasional bout of anxiety. It's great to connect with people going through similar issues, and sharing what's worked and what hasn't for them. I'm always looking to learn new things.
Have a great end/start to your week everyone! Take care of yourselves, and be kind to one another. We're in this together!
Laterz...
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Fantasy vs Reality
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Publié :6/7/2020 5h32
Dernière mise à jour :9/1/2022 17h17 8287 vues
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HI ,
It's been pretty quiet in my bedroom of l so I find myself spending more time online in the chatrooms and/or other chat platforms. I remember being really into cyber sex as an older teen, and writing some erotic fiction in University but for the most part had left that behind. It was a great creative outlet for me then, and something that has been sorely lacking in my 30s.
I've got a couple "friends" who like me to write for them, and i enjoy the challenge of both picturing and putting into words an "encounter" if you will. The past little bit has seen things pick up even more, and lead to full on cyber in chat rooms which I must admit has been great. Sometimes just the act of watching doesn't get me going, but putting myself into the situation is usually very effective and stimulates me immensely. It's obviously not a substitute for "in-the-flesh" activity, but while that's a little slow what a great way to find a release now and then.
How's everyone else coping during Covid? Just shutting down the sex life, or spending more time getting to know your partner more intimately? Or have you turned to other outlets like me? I'd love to hear how everyone is doing. If there's anything I can do to brighten your day, just let me know 
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Out of rhythm
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Publié :9/5/2020 10h10
Dernière mise à jour :10/5/2020 8h16 7996 vues
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Happy weekend Folks!
Working mostly from home this past month, it's been pretty hard keep track of the days. This past week was month-end though, so full steam ahead until it's over. I've really struggled being home, and out of my normal routines. No gym go in the morning, no pre-planned eating during the day. I was just able get back into a bit of a routine this week, getting out of bed at a decent hour and getting a semblance of a workout in. Motivation has not been high to say the least, but at least I've kept up with some reading and have been trying to find a little bit of balance during the evenings.
How's everyone else doing right now? I come on here more lately just for a distraction, so if anyone else could use one feel free to drop me an IM or DM.
Hang in there all, things will get better!! Hopefully the weather too!
I was having trouble taking these off this morning for some reason...
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Imagination
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Publié :31/3/2020 3h57
Dernière mise à jour :1/4/2020 12h15 9117 vues
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It looks and sounds like a good number of us have tuned our imaginations loose during this time of social distancing and have been sharing some of our imagined fantasies with the group on the Erotic stories page. While I've mostly kept my material for one special passion members yearnings, I decided to do one for myself this morning. No shortage of free time when one cannot sleep.
If you're into that sort of thing, go have a gander at Steam Room Fantasizing. Feedback is always welcome, and feel free to drop me some suggested topics as well!
Stay safe and happy hand washing!!
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passion Contests
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Publié :22/3/2020 10h32
Dernière mise à jour :9/1/2022 17h18 10422 vues
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It seems like there hasn't been a contest in a while on the site. Or is that just ? I haven't been around as much in the early part of 2020.
I figure we have plenty of free time right now, so this would be the perfect time have a contest two. What's everyone think?
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Patricia Beach
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Publié :24/7/2019 21h03
Dernière mise à jour :27/7/2019 5h04 9452 vues
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Winnipeg Locals.
I was reading online that Patricia Beach closes up shop at 7:00pm during the week. Can someone tell me where there are gates that would be closed. I can't picture one by where the entrance shack is... I'd like go some days after work, but not if I have to leave at 6:59!
Thanks in advance!
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What Other People Think of You
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Publié :29/12/2018 7h07
Dernière mise à jour :30/11/2019 5h13 9556 vues
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It seems like the Blogs have been taken over lately with some in-fighting and accusations, anonymous screen names making allegations about other anonymous screen names. I've been out of middle school for some time, but it seems like the mentality remains the same or people easily revert back at the very least. Judging others is a lot like a rocking chair; it gives you something to do, but it never gets you anywhere.
Perhaps that's too reflective as another New Year is almost upon us. I'm not one for resolutions, but I'd like to focus more in 2019 on the things that are within my control, and let the rest fall away as much as possible. Life's too short to worry about things you cannot control!
Namaste...
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Lazy Saturday morning..
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Publié :11/8/2018 13h06
Dernière mise à jour :29/12/2018 6h56 9669 vues
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I got up early this morning to do some light work ahead of the next workweek. Lo and behold, 7 hours later and I was still pecking away at it. Sure I was on here most of the time, and distracted by one member or another for a little bit of that time, but for the most part I have just been making notes and identifying follow-up like a mad man.
Further to my earlier status, I am exhausted now. Where do I sign up for one of these?!?!
It is hot here today, you might need very little oil to make things look like this...
Sign up below!
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Sexy Underthings contest
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Publié :13/2/2018 14h17
Dernière mise à jour :29/4/2024 22h5 10181 vues
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Finally... A contest a guy might have a chance at making some noise in!!
It looks like I have a few more days to bang out some sit-ups before I have to get the camera out and get some hot images. Unless anyone wants to volunteer and do some pro-bono photography work?!?!
Leave your suggestions below if any, let's do this!
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Out with a whimper...
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Publié :31/12/2017 18h13
Dernière mise à jour :6/2/2018 9h18 10319 vues
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It has been a pretty quiet last few weeks around here.
Hopefully 2018 will come in with a bang!!
Happy New Year folks!
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Sleeping woes...
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Publié :20/7/2017 10h02
Dernière mise à jour :20/7/2017 20h39 13028 vues
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I remember (vaguely) being a kid and going to bed at whatever time, falling asleep immediately, and not waking until exactly the time I needed to get out of bed the next day. As University rolled forward, the time I went to bed (if at all) became a yo-yo and it was anyone's guess when I was going to wake up unless I planned ahead, but I still never had a problem getting an appropriate amount of sleep, regardless of what hours while I was asleep.
As I have become an "adult", I have struggle on and off for years getting a good night's sleep. The last 4 weeks or so have really illustrated this. Just this week alone I have lied down between 10 and 12 pm to go to sleep, and every single day without fail I am up at 4:00 and I cannot fall back asleep for more than a few minutes at a time. Some nights that means 6 hours of sleep (not awful); other nights it means 4 hours of sleep (truly awful). Math would dictate that if I want to sleep eight hours I need to go to bed at 8:00, but I can only imagine how long it would take me to fall asleep if I did that.
Anyone have similar issues? Is it a summer time thing? Do my body and mind just really want to see the sun rise every morning?
I haven't been working so it has been a huge issue in my life, but this morning for the first time it really affected my morning workout routine. I felt like my strength was on par with a pre-pubescent girl today and it did not make me feel good about my workout. Hopefully this will smarten up, I keep waiting for it to catch up with me and just have one exceptionally restful 12 hour sleep and find everything magically back on track, but that appears to be wishful thinking.
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Six Weeks of Unemployment...
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Publié :12/5/2017 22h18
Dernière mise à jour :9/6/2017 17h16 11919 vues
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So far so good, except now the weather has improved and it is nice enough to paint our fence. What an excellent project to remind me why I spent so many years in school, and received a designation!
I hope the rest of you are enjoying your pre-summer weather and your sun-tans (or burns) are far more even than mine!!
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