Not like others
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Publié :25/1/2022 12h23
Dernière mise à jour :4/2/2022 20h08 3110 vues
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I have never fit in. I have always been different. Never really had any friends. I did grow up with lots of cousins around(which caused it's own problems; the only people around are those you are related to). Even with all those people around, I was still alone. As I wrote in My Blogs and other group posts. I never had a real girlfriend, honestly ever.
Personally and sexually, not a sub but have a lot of tendencies that way. I get the most pleasure from giving pleasure, especially oral. Having a woman who is the driving force; literally and figuratively. I'm not aggressive. I don't pursue. As my profile says, I do have a preference. I have a certain body type I really prefer. I got spoiled. I want that again. That doesn't mean I'm only open to my preference. I love woman. I want to please them. I also have a few fantasies that are fem Dom oriented.
I have no interest in being a 'slave'. I'm not going to worship or submit. Not going to do things like kiss your boots because you say so.; be lead around on a chain or pay(barely have money to pay my bills(1 of many reasons I won't upgrade).
So I sit alone in front of my computer. Hoping for someone that most likely I will never find.
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One of many problems
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Publié :8/12/2021 16h18
Dernière mise à jour :10/12/2021 17h23 2489 vues
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I live in the past. Mainly because I don't much of a present. Or because I can't get over the past. I don't a present. 's like a bad Sci Fi movie. Trying find and recapture something you had, that will never come again. A love lost and a heart broken.
The unbreakable cycle I live in.
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Terminology
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Publié :23/10/2021 11h42
Dernière mise à jour :31/10/2021 15h01 2609 vues
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I wish people, especially women, would use it. Quite a few women use the word Slut. Problem is most of you are not. The correct word would be Whore. There are major differences between the two. The main difference; if there's any monetary compensation of any type, in anyway. You are a whore. Sorry to say, most today are. I honestly wish there was more sluts. I think people would be happier and less frustrated.
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Banned from another site
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Publié :2/11/2020 13h52
Dernière mise à jour :3/7/2021 3h46 3977 vues
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Hadn't posted a Blog in a while. Posted this in one of the groups I belong to:
I go to sign in. Says:
Your account has been banned
Your Tinder profile has been banned for activity that violates our Terms of Use....
This is my profile. I posted it over 6 months ago:
Man seeking GILFs or elderly women that would enjoy intimate ongoing NSA encounters. Must be STD free, non smoking, non recreational drug user including 420, with an open mind, a high drive, wanting lots of fun.
I'm non smoking, disease, alcohol and drug free. Single, White, 5 foot 5, 140lbs. brown hair and glasses, almost 50. I'm shy and lonely seeking a caring mature woman that understands the need of being wanted and desired. Lets meet soon. Have 0 virus issues.
The system matched me with 12 women. I wrote to 6 of them. Including 1 that wrote me asking why. The last woman was about 2 weeks ago. Out of those, 2 wrote back. Both answering no. With 1 being a lot nicer than the other. Most of their profiles were empty, no bio.
I was never rude. Basically wrote: Telling them the system matched us. My age, If they would be interested in ongoing intimate NSA encounters(as I stated in my profile); once or twice a week or a few times a month. Say something like; it's just 2 people making each other feel good. Everyone needs someone to be with from time to time. There is nothing wrong with that. Depending on their profile. I may add more. Most of the time I would close with; I understand if this does not interest you. If it does, please write back. You never know unless you ask.
I know it and I doesn't appeal to a lot of women. I've dealt with the rejection and the negative responses all my life. It was over 30 years ago I approached my first. He response was kind; You don't want to jump these old bones. The thing was, I did.
It started out all I wanted was a NO DENTURE ADVENTURE from a much, much older woman. Over the years it has turned into a lot more.
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I think I'm in the wrong place
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Publié :18/4/2020 17h59
Dernière mise à jour :17/10/2020 15h40 4440 vues
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I know I am in the wrong place. I came this site after Craigslist stopped doing personals. I want to find women for skin to skin encounters. I do not webcam. I am not interested in watching webcams. If I want porn. I will go to a porn site. I am not interested in hookers/escorts or want to be porn stars. I also have no interest in men!!!
I am lonely. I am quite inexperienced. I have a body preference(does not mean I'm not open to other women). I have unique interests/curiosities. I also have standards. I am not willing to for any websites. If I was going . I would bypass the middle man(website) for a hooker.
I am just so tired of the BS. I only want meet women in person. Honestly, is that too much to ask for?/.
Also unable to read messages. Please leave comment.
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Nothing happening
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Publié :6/1/2020 18h21
Dernière mise à jour :20/4/2020 4h30 5148 vues
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I never know what to write. My life is home, work and back home. I go out to eat on Thursdays with relatives and that's it. There is nothing else in my life. That's 1 reason why I joined this site. Figured it couldn't hurt. Seen a few small photos. I've also listened to a few videos(basic member, can't do very much). Right now I'm only killing time.
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My life is taboo
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Publié :14/12/2019 1h17
Dernière mise à jour :14/5/2024 9h54 5520 vues
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This is going to be very short. I joined a taboo group. I realized everything about my sex life, or lack of it, is pretty much all taboo. I have too many to list.
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A different subject
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Publié :9/11/2019 21h30
Dernière mise à jour :31/3/2020 19h45 5983 vues
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I most generally talk about a preference; the main reason I made a profile on passion. I also have a very unique fantasy. I tried For over 30 years. It never happened.
I have a Great-Granny fantasy. An elderly woman that fits what a stereotypical Great-Granny looks like: the white hair, the wrinkles, the loose hanging skin, the sagging breasts and most importantly false teeth for A NO DENTURE ADVENTURE. Being able to watch an elderly woman give a blow job. I've always felt that visual would be almost as good as how it would feel. When i say elderly. It's a woman that's in her 70's or possibly 80's. As of today, i am 47. So possibly 30 to 40 years senior. I would love to be with a woman in that age group.
As I wrote in profile; It's about the experience of a much older woman. I definitely want more than just a blow job. During the blow job I want to cup and squeeze those tits, rub/pull/ with those nipples, rub that clit and finger that pussy. After that i want eat it for awhile. Eventually I want slide in and of it; in a few different positions. Hopefully leaving a nice load inside.
I would still love to have that experience with an elderly woman. I want to fulfill fantasy. I also want both of us to have an enjoyable time. Hopefully multiple times.
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A FEW MONTHS LATER
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Publié :22/6/2019 2h29
Dernière mise à jour :27/9/2019 12h42 5924 vues
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It's been a few months since my last post. Still haven't found my miss right or miss right now. I'm still suck in the past. I think about all the women that came before(no pun intended).
I live in the past. I think about my first time a lot. I wish I could go back and do it and her right. I had no idea what I was doing. She had huge, massive breasts(they were bigger than my head). I was happy with just those. I could have spent half the afternoon playing with them. Then she tells me to put it in. With a voice crack, I said 'in side'. So I did. I put it in. I didn't do anything with it. No in and out or up and down. I left it there. After a bit she told me I had to move it up and down. I did 5 or 6 thrusts and stopped. Again, I was happy kissing, sucking and rubbing my face in her boobs. I didn't really care about what else was going on. She told me again I had to move it around. This time she did it by moving my hips up and down. This lasted maybe a minute. She stopped. Not long after that I stopped again. Probably spent another 2 or 3 minutes playing with her boobs. After that she put an end to it. She went into the bathroom. While I was getting dressed. I got the shakes. I guess my brain finally figured out what my body had done. They lasted longer than the actual encounter.
Like I said, I wish I could go back and do it right. I'm not unhappy it happened. I wouldn't change who it was or when. I do still think about it and her. I only wish I could have made it better. I only had the 1 encounter. If it was better. Maybe it would have lead to more. We'll never know.
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Feeling lonely again
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Publié :2/5/2019 12h17
Dernière mise à jour :23/4/2020 12h59 6261 vues
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Every so often I go through this. I miss what I once had. I've written about this before. I've always preferred big and tall women with massive breasts. There's been a few. I lost my virginity to one, loved one, really liked one and lusted after a number of others.
I miss them. More accurate I miss them and 'their' bodies. I think about a few of them a lot. Things I wish I had known, done differently or maybe tried harder. You don't know what you're doing. You have one you love, that hurts you BAD. You still think about her.You have another that may have gotten away. Only if you tried harder. Honestly, I know it wouldn't have mattered. You still wonder what if.
She was only interested in being friends; nothing else. I told her how I felt a few different times. I told her I would never act on it unless she said to first(she had a really bad experience with a guy forcing himself on her). That never happened. I had one opportunity. I did the right thing. I didn't take it. She'd went out drinking with some of her girl friends. She called me to come over(she'd never done that before). I told her I couldn't. It wasn't right. She was a little drunk, lonely/horny and feeling sorry for herself. All her friends had someone or someone to go home to. She didn't. I know I wasn't what she wanted. We talked for a couple hours on the phone(she shared a few things, I know she wouldn't have otherwise). A few weeks later she wrote me an email. She thanked me for being a really good friend. I did the right thing. I always do the right thing.
I still think about it. I really wanted to. What if I did. Would our lives been different? We still email each other on our birthdays and holidays. I think I miss seeing her the most: Tall, really long blonde hair, big thick body with really big boobs. She would almost always wear jean shorts, printed t shirts and flip flops. I would stand on my tip toes, She would still have me by 4 inches or more. She always smelled good. Her hugs were like heaven. Even if I never got to be with her; as I tell her, in that way.
She's found someone. Moved away to a different state and got married; about 4 years ago. She's also put on 40 or 50 lbs. She was already in the 200's. She sends and posts photos. She has a belly going now and her face looks bloated. I'd still love to be with her in any way. I miss her.
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Why does everyone make this so difficult, everyone is missing out
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Publié :21/3/2019 12h09
Dernière mise à jour :24/6/2019 12h06 6565 vues
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The websites make it difficult. I understand their main goal is to make money. Why do they have to make it so difficult. It's all the dating/sex sites. Then they have all the fake and hooker profiles. That's pretty much the reason I will never pay any of those sites. I'm not going to pay for fake. Also why would I pay a site for a hooker. You can go to any city and find them with no problem. Besides that, I don't want one. I want a woman that wants to be there.
I had a hooker contact me on Craigslist numerous times. I was definitely interested. She sent me some photos. She was 6 foot 2. She had more of a slender build though. She also only had 38 C's. Of course, I want a woman that's bigger with extremely huge boobs. At 6'2, what I was thinking about was her long legs. Having my head buried in her pussy(she also has a fuller bush, which I like). Her long legs wrapped around me. I wrote and told her. I would eat that pussy, eat that pussy and eat some more. I also told her I wasn't paying(I wrote: If you want to leave the money out of this), I wasn't going to a motel(her in and outcall is at a motel(a crappy one) and I wasn't picking her up or dropping her off(no car or a driver, a hooker with no driver?). As to say, the answer was no(She wrote: Ya well I have no car. I never host in my house n I don't meet 4 free.) I've had other contact me. This was the only one I ever wrote back with any intent. To me we both lost out. I would have eaten that pussy good. That's my favorite thing to do; eat pussy. I'm happy to do it.
I'm open to doing some kinkier stuff too. Finding that woman with massive breasts and a bigger body. Again when I say bigger. It means taller too. Start with her on her back, some light kissing, kissing and sucking of her breasts, sliding down her body to her pussy, eating her out for hours, wrapping my arms around her thicker thighs as she rolls us both over, now she sits and rides my face, will all her juice going up my nose and in my mouth.
Now for something a little more kinky. She milks the prostate(deep) while giving a blow job. She takes the cum in her mouth, holds it, slides her body up on top of mine, until our mouths meet, we open/French kiss, during which she lays completely on top of me, we keep kissing(making out). Still laying on top, she will eventually take my dick inside her, she rides it as our bodies rub together, she still rides as she rises higher, her breast swinging just above me, she continuous until she completely sitting and bouncing hard, maybe try some anal, either way I cum(maybe bareback). She either lays completely back down on top of me or possibly kinkier; she climbs off, slides up my body and sits on my face....after that maybe rim her a little(that hole needs some attention too). MORE, HOW KINKY???
With the right woman this could be really fun. I'm extremely open to talking about it. Again, why do they make this so difficult. I love eating pussy. I want to try some kinkier things. Things I've never done before.
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BBW Porn; Likes and dislikes
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Publié :24/2/2019 5h03
Dernière mise à jour :29/4/2023 10h25 6177 vues
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I watch a lot of BBW porn. I can never get enough. The women are amazing(an earlier blog lists a few of my favorites). I'd love to be with one of them or a similar type any time day or night. Problem is I rarely see any guys like me with these women. I'm shorter with smaller build. I love big and tall women with incredibly huge breasts. I'm tired of the myth that these women will break someone like me. It's not true. I know myself; I'd want even more. I'd want her on top. I'd even be pulling her down more. So I could feel 'all' of her on top of me. I'd be grabbing everywhere. I'd kiss, lick or suck on every inch of her body; from head to toe, front and back. She would definitely know ; I wanted her.'
As noted many times in my blog. I really love big and tall women with massive breasts; close to 6 ft, 230-250lbs with GG's or bigger. I love them big. If I can't have the real thing. I need more.
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