HSV
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Publié :20/2/2017 17h12
Dernière mise à jour :24/2/2017 21h49 4529 vues
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I read a lot of profiles and so many say they are DDF and prefer their partners be too. I just have to wonder how many truly are Drug/Disease Free. Studies say that 85% of us have the HSV (herpes) virus in us, but most people don't realize it because they have never had an outbreak.
I am tired of privately telling folks that I talk with that I have herpes/HSV and have decided to "come clean" and put it in a blog......
I was infected 8 or 9 years ago by someone I lived with who also had the virus. He told me he wasn't contagious as long as he didn't have an outbreak. I truly believe he did not deliberately lie to me about this - I think he was just misinformed. If you've read my profile, you know that I do like to play with other partners, sometimes more than one at a time. However, before I even knew about the HSV, I insisted on condoms for all the other sex partners. So pretty sure my lover was the carrier.
Anyway........I didn't find out until about 5 years ago. Had never had any kind of outbreak, but learning of my sexual history, my doctor recommended getting tested. I thought I had been tested, having been tested for HIV and being cleared of that. What I didn't know was that there are different tests for each disease. Nice, huh?
Well, needless to say, I kind of freaked out and with my stress levels being so high, I got my first and only outbreak. I researched it and discovered there is more of a stigma to it than anything and my one outbreak wasn't too bad, so I just kind of forgot about it. If I was going to play with anyone, I insisted on condoms. I admit, I didn't always tell them about my "condition" - not because I'm a terrible person, but because I truly wouldn't think about it.
But now............
Chemo has wrecked my immune system. Because of that, the shingles were able to slip in in August and September of last year. It is a form of herpes, I found out...... Worst lingering pain of my life. And then, right on it's heals, when the pain was finally dissipating, I had a break out down below. Equally as painful. After two rounds of treatment, it went away, but was back again Christmas day and treatments aren't touching it.
Needless to say, I am very discouraged and desperately want to get back to feeling like playing on line, at the very least. Praying we can get this taken care of before the summer.
So......if you are a fellow infected, you have a friend in me.  We can commiserate our mutual troubles together.
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Feeling blessed (not a sexual post ;) )
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Publié :16/2/2016 19h42
Dernière mise à jour :23/2/2017 11h55 7712 vues
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Research is awesome!!
Just got back from my oncologist and my new chemo treatment - 3 pills, once a day - is reducing the lymph nodes with such minimum side effects that I forget I am taking chemo. Two years ago, when I was hooked up to IV's and having my body ravaged by harsh chemicals to reduce the lymph nodes, this drug was in the clinical stages and was finally released for use earlier last year. Without research, I would be back in that room with those same or similar drugs, feeling like crap, possibly losing my hair this time and losing precious time at school.
I am eternally grateful that American Cancer Society's Relay for Life contributes to research and am also grateful for the lobbyists who fight for funding.
Wishing there didn't need to be a fight - especially since cancer isn't the only disease out there needing funding.
Just thought I would share on here to give hope to anyone out there who might be struggling through such an ordeal.
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I am a butterfly....
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Publié :10/1/2016 13h22
Dernière mise à jour :14/3/2016 20h23 8100 vues
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"When she transformed into a butterfly, the caterpillars spoke not of her beauty, but of her weirdness. They wanted her to change back into what she always had been.
But she had wings."
-Dean Jackson
This is how I feel since I "came out" with my sexuality. I have wings, but there are so many out there who want me to be the chaste choir director that I've always been.
There are those who would judge and call me "whore". In the heat of passion, being called a whore is thrilling, but when it is said with judgement behind it, it is merely degrading and hurtful.
But since society frowns upon that which I love to do with my body, I will continue to spread my wings in safe situations with like-minded folks.
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Morning Wake Up Calls
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Publié :13/6/2015 15h08
Dernière mise à jour :11/4/2016 16h30 9118 vues
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For the past two weeks, I have been staying with my dear FWB at his personal "bed and breakfast" while I took a class at the college here.
Not only was the class awesome and one of the best I have ever taken, but the daily sex I was getting was the best ever as well.
My favorite part of each day was my morning "wake up call". Eddie would be up earlier than me, make coffee, and then come lay beside me and start pulling on my nipples. Mmmmmm Then a finger or two would slip into my moistening pussy. By the time I was writhing on the bed, eyes still closed, he would attack my pussy with his marvelous tongue! OMGGGGGG
What an amazing way to start the day!
(He got a blow job on a few of those days if there was time. )
Dang, I'm going to miss my morning wake up calls!
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