Enjoy the sin.....
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Publié :23/5/2009 6h27
Dernière mise à jour :2/6/2009 14h38 2492 vues
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I confess I want to do many things that some consider sin. But, since that does not meet with my ideals I could care less.
I WILL to enjoy my sin.
I want to devour your soul.
I need you to possess mine.
I want your touch to hurt.
Bring me pleasure in my pain.
Teeth, nails, toys, brute strength.
Mark me, make me ache.
I taste the sweetness of your skin,
Your pleasure flowing warm and wet down my throat
*growls*
Just some thoughts. My head feels like it is going to fucking explode!
I am in desperate need of a mental orgasm....
Ok so yes, I admit my mood seems to be a bit more aggressive than its usual sensuality. Whew! Whats the day to offer?
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The Breath of Life
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Publié :23/5/2009 2h42
Dernière mise à jour :25/5/2024 15h47 2077 vues
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Each breath we take we die and each breath we take in we breathe life. So breath and life as each breath you take brings you closer to death embarrass it don’t fear it live with knowing that each breath you take will mean something “NOW”
Understanding control and harnessing our breathing can bring our life force to new heights. Breathe control, before doing a simple breathing exercise; let's spend a few minutes watching our breath to see how we breathe.
First, stop reading and just breathe normally and observe what is happening. Is your belly rising and falling or is the rise and fall in your upper chest only? Do you feel anything restricting your breathing clothing, posture, emotions? Is your breathing regular and steady at a rate of 10 to 16 times per minute?
Now get in a comfortable position, either laying down or standing or sitting in a chair with back straight but relaxed. Now watch your breathing for a few moments. Has it changed?
Next let's take our breathing off auto-pilot and consciously control it. Take a slow deep breath expanding your lungs fully. You should be watching your navel area rise upward (or outward if you are sitting or standing) as far as it can possibly go. Now exhale slowly and imagine your navel area sinking toward your backbone. Empty out your lungs completely. Now relax and begin to draw in the next breath. Do this slowly several times. (Not too fast or you will hyperventilate.)
How does this feel compared to your previous observations? Very different?
Finally, you will do an exercise that you will want to repeat at least twice daily. If you are under stress during the day, you may want to do it as a relaxation technique. It is a good relaxation initiator.
If you can do it outdoors in the fresh air not the dirty air around roads or industry, even better in the park.
First, get comfortable. Now, inhale through your nose to fill your lungs completely under a count of four. Watch that belly move out and the lungs expand from the bottom up. Now hold that breathe for a count of seven. When you inhale and are holding your breath, place the tip of your tongue on the front of the roof of your mouth, just above your teeth. Now, exhale the air through your mouth to the count of eight, making a sound as you exhale.
Repeat this four times for now. If you are not used to taking in a large volume of air, you may feel a little light-headed. This will pass with continued performance of the exercise. Increase the number of repetitions to eight when you feel comfortable with four repetitions.
Good times to do this exercise is in the morning upon rising and at night before going to bed. In the morning, it is a good energizer to start the day. Before bed, it helps to relax you your mind and is great before a session of service.
The notion of "life effectiveness" is that there are some personal skills that are important factors in how effective a person will be in achieving his/her desires/wishes in life in the life style we all wish to live.
To get a broad sense of your personal life effectiveness, consider how well you functioning at work/play, as well as in personal and social life. Underlying performance in these various aspects of life, are some core personal effectiveness skills which can be developed and learned with the right approach.
Life effectiveness is closely related to notions of "personal skills", "life fitness", "practical intelligence, "personal competence" and "self-efficacy".
Breath is the story of time remembering a defined moment in time, life risk-taking the legacy of fear and damage that remains.
Discover the power of the ocean in each breath the devotion to risk of not being able to breathe which is the unimaginable storm swells and hazard.
Playing with death pushing each other to the outermost boundaries of courage, endurance the sanity.
Live “NOW” and take the breath the number of breaths we take, the moments that take our breath away.
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Allow me to reiterate, regurgitate and expostulate sans metaphors
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Publié :22/5/2009 3h18
Dernière mise à jour :23/5/2009 3h44 2446 vues
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In some of my previous posts, I believe
I may have clouded my rays of
enlightenment with metaphors.
So let me try again.
If you're looking for a forest,
you may not take the time to
see a tree.
How can you understand a forest,
when you don't understand a tree?
Maybe the tree has what you want,
but you won't ever find it if you're
looking at the damn forest.
Now act right, and look at the
uniqueness of my tree, you bastards!!!! lol
Ok, so here I am sitting curled up into the covers
of my bed, morning sun peeking through, pondering.
Each tree has its own markings, the bark, the growth,
down to the roots. As I stumble over each root, I observe
its uniqueness and smile from my inner being.
I enjoy uniqueness, I enjoy personality. Simple things
make me smile. Sitting in an outdoor cafe sipping the
perfect glass of red wine brings such a smile to ones face.
I love utilizing the senses, and most of the time, I will
limit my use to a maximum of 2 senses. But I must warn all,
I realllllllly enjoy utilizing sound and touch together! lol
Oh such thoughts that brings to me!!!
Oh and growth makes me smile too!! I enjoy each day allowing my personal growth but the growth of others.....whew! Blows my mind. To see one opening a bit each day also brings smiles. Thank you for your growth. *ss*
Tell me what you enjoy, what makes your inner smiles?
Oh yeah, I nearly forgot.....I am growing into the best kick-ass t-ball aunt ever!!!! I mean, for real, what other parents enjoy running out in the field as much as I do? LMAO
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Last night I ran out of dental floss.......
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Publié :22/5/2009 2h53
Dernière mise à jour :23/5/2009 3h52 2283 vues
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Which inspired me to dream.
My dream began at the point
that I pulled the last two
inches of dental floss from
the container. Two inches,
not nearly enough floss,
to do anything. I remember
a intense feeling of despair
and hopelessness, that turned
into anxiety. My anxiety was
further exacerbated by some
extremely irritating piece
of food, lodged in between
two of my back teeth.
I frantically searched for
more floss, the food particle
seemed to grow larger with
each passing minute.
Finally, I found my hot spare
backup dental floss, still in
the packaging. This however was
not normal packaging, it was that
super strength molded plastic,
that is almost impossible to
open without power tools.
I hammered,
I chiseled,
I drilled,
but all to no avail.
The packaging would not open.
Then I woke up.
Whaaaaa? At least one worries about her flossing! lol
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My new discovery........
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Publié :20/5/2009 22h52
Dernière mise à jour :25/5/2024 15h47 1979 vues
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As we dive in our oceans,
Discovering secrets of the deep,
May we breathe for each other,
and then,
help each other sleep.
As we travel to those places.
The ones that make us quiver.
May we make each other warm.
May we make each other shiver.
As we swim to land for safety.
Holding on to each other's rafts.
May we find the ground still solid.
In our most exhausting tasks.
And most of all, Dear one,
may we find the fruit so ripe.
And when the day is over,
may you let me wear your stripe.
*sits back....my mind running wild with thoughts of the sea and the adventures it shall offer* And the Asunta heads upon her next adventure........
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My Reconciliation...
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Publié :18/5/2009 17h19
Dernière mise à jour :22/5/2009 2h22 2032 vues
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To all of my wonderful friends here on passion,
I have decided to remove my Last will and testament as many seemed to misunderstand my playfulness and quirky mind for something worse than what it was meant to be. Honestly, perhaps it was bad timing or poor taste based upon the current situation, but I was only goofing.
Thank you for the overwhelming response and concern, even though I am not leaving this planet. Both you and passion are stuck with the presence of Gracie for quite some time so start preparing for a lifetime of aggravation!!!
Muahhs sweet friends, I think the world of each and every single one of you!!!
Tata for now,
Gracie
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Two Cherries and an age spot..........
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Publié :12/5/2009 16h04
Dernière mise à jour :17/5/2009 6h30 2270 vues
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I love the satisfaction of watching something come together in a very physical and practical sense; I love exertion with immediate results. One of my favorite pastimes in this realm is tiling... at the risk of sounding a bit sappy, I'd go so far as to say that it's something of a spiritual activity for me.
The thing is, I think of life as a mosaic - simple details that when pieced together, create the rich fabric of a life. The pieces are fractured and varied and it's the grout that creates the pattern, the grout that holds it all together. And this is the part that fascinates me most. I love to wax philosophic about the big picture, but it's the details, the nitty-gritty, that take my breath away.
I don't want your take on religion - I want to know where your subconscious goes in that dusky interlude before sleep. I might like to hear all about how the meeting went; I'd rather look to see how easy your smile is afterward. Pizza toppings are important, but I want to know if you gobble it up or use a knife and fork.
I want to know how fast your heart beats when something goes bump in the night. I want to hear how loud you laugh when I tell you I fell down the stairs at work. I want to know what your face looks like when you think nobody's looking. I want to see your eyes when you catch me dancing by myself.
I feed on the little things.
Tonight? My grams's hand, passing me an ice cream sundae. She had taken her rings off and I could see the faded marks from so many years of wear. I think I saw an age spot, but I didn't let my eyes linger. Her fingers had a bit of cherry juice stain; she knows I love them so.
I didn't have to look to know there were two cherries on top.
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My realization for Today......
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Publié :11/5/2009 19h54
Dernière mise à jour :25/5/2024 15h47 1937 vues
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A day like today is communion.
No church, temple or mosque - the covenants of any given religion have never compelled my belief. Nature has always been the altar, family my communion, work my worship. Or maybe it's that nature, family and work are the altar, and Life itself is communion.
I'm not sure it matters.
What I am sure matters is living each moment in conscious appreciation. So often I am overwhelmed by the pure beauty of experience - be it the vibrancy in my bones, the unfettered joy as my dog gives chase, the healing richness of Sunday dinner or my friends racous laughter as it drifts in from another room.
Today - a day like today - is what faith is all about. Life is an exploration of the most intent magical realism.
I refuse to let it be anything less.
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Waking up Alone
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Publié :10/5/2009 5h55
Dernière mise à jour :11/5/2009 17h24 2166 vues
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It’s morning now; the sun is shinning despite the actual temperature outside. It streaks in through my bedroom window…through the curtains and it reminds me that the time to leave you behind is nearly here.
I reach out into the empty space next to me, it’s cold and lonely. It hits me that you were only here in my dreams.
It feels warm and blissful under the covers, the smell of clean sheets and yesterday’s perfume comfort me as I breathe deeply, relaxing my body before I face another day. Then I remember last night, how you came up close behind, wrapped your arms around my waist and kissed my neck. It took my breath away.
I had waited all day, every thought leading back to the feel of your hands on my body, touching me, your arms holding me, your lips…your most wonderful lips.
They are the reason I come undone. The words you speak to me, turning me on, the kisses you deliver to my eager body, turning me on. Just the thought of you is turning me on.
I see the time and smile to myself. Slowly sinking under the covers, my hand slowly slipping between my thighs, applying pressure with my fingers. Then I think about you, and how I long for my fingers to be you. My body stretches and I raise my hips just enough to slip my hand inside my pajamas. The sensation makes me smile and I see your eyes. My nipples ache to be attended to and the delightful feeling in my clitoris takes control of my mind. My warm soft fingers press against my lips and slowly and deliciously slip between them.
At the merest thought of you I am already wet and I begin to slide my finger slowly over the gently growing bulge. It feels so good. I can hear you, talking to me, the words you use, and the way you say them. The incredible warmth I feel begins to turn to a roaring fire as I continue the work of my fingers. The pictures in my mind helping to replace the reality of your absence.
I don’t know when the exact moment happens but I don’t care…my fingers become your fingers and I disappear into our fantasy with desperate anticipation. Your wonderful touch makes me moan and my legs widen. I see your eyes and I feel your skin next to mine. You whisper burning breathy words of arousal into my ear as you softly kiss the sensitive skin on my neck.
This is it, I can’t stop now. My breathing quickens and my head fills with images of our bodies, wrapped around each other, locked together, moving in our own rhythm, lost in desire, desperately craving release. I can feel your mouth on my breasts. I love the way your tongue gently flicks the pink tip of my nipple before your mouth closes on it devouringly.
My hips move against your hand and I feel your body so hot, next to mine.
“Do you like this baby?” you whisper into my ear again. I cannot reply. My throat can only moan ecstatic approval of your touch.
As I open my eyes I see you descending my body and I know that it won’t be long before I am lost on that wave of electric satisfaction. In my mind it is so clear, I can feel every touch, every breath as your warm tongue sweeps across my pussy with determined gentle pressure and finally slips into the core of my body.
I am lost now, my body is yours. Touch me and make me writhe. Your tongue delivers heated strokes of such intensity that makes my hips lift in a desperate hope that it will not stop. My mind is racing, images of your actions flooding me with fire. The sensation begins deep in my core, it’s coming, I can’t wait. In a frenzied state my body tenses and your fingers slip inside me. That’s it…that’s the moment. I’m moaning with pleasure. The waves of my climax are crashing over me. Your fingers slowing but still attending to my need, whispering words of love into my ear.
I release the breath I didn’t realize I was holding and once more feel reality approaching. I can hear movement outside my bedroom door and I know that I must leave this wonderful feeling and face another day. As I lie staring at the ceiling, my heart beats quickly and my breathing returns to its normal rate.
In the shower my fingers softly revisit the sensitive nub where all of this started and the feeling comforts me. As I dress and make up my face, I can still feel the effect of your touch and I stop and breath in the thought of you.
“Until tonight lover,” I whisper as I close the bedroom door and head towards reality.
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Bittersweet!!!
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Publié :10/5/2009 5h17
Dernière mise à jour :25/5/2024 15h47 1998 vues
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OKay, first I must say thank you to all who have responded via blog, IM , email or phone. Your kind words helped return a bit of smile this way.
Let me clarify, I haven't decided what to do about passion, it's mainly chat I am speaking about. I really, really enjoy going to chat and laugh with friends there, but I do not want to cause hurt to anyone. That isn't my intentions for being there. IF that is that fact, then I shall refrain from chat. If we are able to go chat, smile and laugh, well then why would I take that part of myself away from the world? As it is........I already hear how quiet things can be when I am off on travels!
I soooooooooooooo can't nor do I want to let that happen! A life without Gracie, it like a peanut butter sandwich without jelly, it doesn't taste just right LMAO
I do thank everyone for their concern, as for finding myself, well I already know what I want my life to be and the person I desire to grow into, each day is one step closer to being that person. Don't get me wrong, there is so much more this world shall offer along the way and wow....the fun I will have finding out. Whewwwwwww *takes in a deep breath and smiles softly* I am most excited to travel that path.
So here is the deal, no drama for Gracie and I shall be around, ok? BUT if the drama starts to cause me inner turmoil, then I must take a leave. I can't have the inner turmoil causing issues inside, because that will only affect health and wellness.
Oh yes, and how can I forget........*hops up onto my soapbox and sings a personal happy birthday tune* to beau........happppppyyyyy birtthhhdaayyyyyy to youuuuuuuuu! Muahs muahs muahs hun, may this year bring you exactly what you seek. But in seeking, don't forget to take the time to enjoy it when it comes to you. Tell Molly to get her walking shoes on!
Thank you M2 and M3 for the kind words!
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Waiting............
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Publié :9/5/2009 4h06
Dernière mise à jour :10/5/2009 13h41 2061 vues
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You came to me like a secret,
Unexpected and silent, yet
Powerful enough to change my life in an instant.
You haunt me in my dreams, and do not relent.
You haunt me in my wake.
Your thought holds me in your arms,
Comforting me, invisible.
I close my eyes and you are there,
Always.
You resonate through my soul
Creating ripples,
Permeating my entire being.
I see you next to me,
And yet, reaching out to touch you
You disappear
A mirage.
A paradox of being.
You are here and real in everything
Except for your flesh.
You will not rest until you have me.
You call to me,
Your voice ever present
Saturating my existence.
So whole, and yet so empty,
You leave me longing.
Waiting.
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Ok, I am not certain if today is just a funk or not, perhaps its a mixture with the events in my life, but I have decided to take a bit of a leave of absence from passion. Too much drama, too much hurt and that wasn't my purpose for coming here. My online purpose was to share smiles and meet some other like minded people, but it seems that this objective has turned into something other than its purpose. Life is too important and I need to tend to my own.
Its been a marvelous ride and I couldn't thank everyone enough for the smiles that they have shared with me, such wonderful events in life.
Ok, I know some must be wondering what is bringing this all on, but its truly a mixture of events happening in my life. It has been something I have been pondering for a week or 2, but with this weeks turn of events, its became concrete in my mind what I needed to do.
Its my time, time to take care of Gracie and protect her as my most prized possession. There are only a few of you whom will understand this, and you will know who you are when you read this. I promised myself and have spoken it to others, I would walk away as quickly as I came into life and now, I feel its time to walk, time to stop creating hurt.
I will stop in to continue my blogs but shall not be visiting chat or other aspects on passion so please, feel free to post your thoughts here. Tooo all of the most wonderful peeps in the DT, you will be missed greatly and I wish the best for you and one day perhaps if life allows, our crossings will again bring smiles.
Muahhhhhhsssssssssss to all of my favorite peeps, remember to never stop smiling, life is too short!!!
And M, 6 days!!! woooooohoooooooo!
Oh and one last word to another....remember to sit back this summer at the campfire and watch the flame dance, harvest time is near and hopefully that shall bring a smile to your face. Life is what it was meant to be, its part of our own personal journey. I hope your life guides you where you are meant to be. Each day is our gift G, dont ever forget that and know that life is also a test for something greater, so this shouldn't be seen as something bad, as my life is guided by one saying, everything happens for a reason, I happened for a reason, the question now is, what reason is it? Look deep enough and I hope your able to answer that from within.
Ok all, this lil sprite has left the building but don't worry, I shall be leaving pixie dust all over for future smiles if you find that your supply is low..........
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*squints eyes and ponders.....What is this life about?*
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Publié :7/5/2009 2h41
Dernière mise à jour :8/5/2009 12h25 1984 vues
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Gm Gm Gm to all of my favorite peeps!
Here I am, sitting at the computer at this wonderful hour in the day and smiling. One can't help but to pass along a bit of my smile. The past month or 2 has been a complete whirlwind in my life and as difficult as it is to believe, I have grown so much from this experience. I continually tell myself that each day what meant to be experienced, whether it be in a form of a weakness, or growth to my inner strength.
I sit here contemplating life and whats its value to me and the only thought that comes to my mind instantly, is that this is such a precious gift and I wouldn't change it for the world! Gabby update......she has woken and was weaned off from the mechanical breathing assistance and is now showing progress. There is permanent brain damage, which was to be expected from an injury like what she sustained, but the neurologist is hopeful that she will be able to rehab and have a nearly complete recovery!!!! *huge smiles from ear to ear and the most contented sighs ever*
Next, as you may have noticed from my absence other than stopping in to post a random blogging, I am in presence of my other sweetest lil niece, Abbey. Learning how to be an instant parent.....whew!!! My appreciations to all who do this daily! This is one tough job! And ok, I only forgot her once so far, so I am rather proud of that. But try getting a 6 year to eat when everything I attempt to feed her, I hear "Do they make that at McDonald's?" WTH.....so yes, they have carrot sticks and apple slices now eat!!!! LOL It seems that may palate is a bit different from a 6 year olds!
Needless to say, I'm a parenting work in progress but I wouldn't change this for the world. She is such a joy in my life lately and has helped with my inner healing. I am heading back to Beantown with her this weekend and it will be the first time she has seen her twin since that accident. I hope all goes well.............
Oh yes, and one closing statement......what doesn't kill you makes you stronger! I am learning this each day at work. I think they are trying to kill me!!!! lol
Yet another day of meetings and not accomplishing much today, perhaps I shall kindly excuse myself and work on the 4 "huge" projects I have on hand. After all, its down to 1 month and 25 days and I prefer not to leave loose ends.
Ty ty ty Mark for helping me on my search for my pediatric hospice. I am preparing my paint stocks and am so very excited. I have came to grow into my fears and know this is where I was meant to be. Pediatrics has always been dear in my heart, and this venture will be my biggest venture yet in life. It excites me so, and to know the smiles and enjoyment that I shall receive is beyond words.
In the meantime, I'm going to sit back and ride this wave of life......wow! It never ceases to take my breath away....*huge smiles*
<<marking off my lifes list...hummm seems I have a couple of items to complete while in Beantown...walk a dog, enjoy smiles and become in the presence of others who make me smile in the jazz club. Need to work on checking those off!!
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Dreaming......
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Publié :4/5/2009 21h15
Dernière mise à jour :6/5/2009 2h50 2094 vues
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His soft lips kiss mine as he holds me in a vice-like embrace. His tongue caresses my lips, then darts in and out of my hot mouth. I meet his tongue and hold it possessively, sucking and playing with it. Holding him tightly, running my hands along the hard muscles of his back. My hands find their way down to his firm ass. I squeeze his buns but they do not give, I am met with solid resistance.
He breaks his embrace and holds my face in his hands, looking into my eyes with his ocean colored orbs. I see a look of wanting in them, one of deep desire. I kiss his lips softly, barely touching them. Then run my tongue down his hard, muscular throat. His flesh quivers at the touch of my tongue. I kiss and lick my way to his chest, pausing to suck a nipple, those little nips that are always erect, just waiting to be sucked.
He holds my arms firmly, urging me downward. I look up at him and touch the side of his face gently. He runs his fingers through my thick blond hair as I move down to the ripples of his chest. I flick his nipple and pull it with my tongue all the while my hands roam his body freely.
Now on my knees I rub my hands over his thighs, his hard cock right in front of my face. His grip tightens in my hair as he urges me on with gentle pressure wanting me to take him all in my mouth. I tease him with pleasure licking the inside of his thighs, stopping just before I reach the place where his desire now heightens.
His fingers move wildly through my hair and then down to touch a waiting breast. I feel my own passions stir as his hands cup my breasts, his strong nimble fingers kneading them. I look up at his face, the finely chiseled features, his luscious lips spread apart slightly. He looks at me with a hunger, a yearning I cannot resist. His eyes burn my flesh.
His breath quickens as I begin to kiss and lick the area around his penis, the inside of his thigh, moving in to suck his balls, teasing them with soft licks. Then holding them in my hands and massaging them as I find the tip of his extremely erect penis. His dick is perfect, standing so straight and proud, I examine every inch of it, observing his skin straining over each blue vein. I lick all around the large hood and then back to its tip, tonguing the hole. My mouth moves down the underside of his swollen cock my hot breath driving him wild.
I look up to find him staring down at me watching me tease his cock. His body is covered in gooseflesh as I slip the head in my mouth and suck. He lunges forward wanting me to take him all the way but I don't allow that to happen. I pull off and lick up and down his shaft. He begins to moan and wind his hands in my hair, pulling lightly. I know that I'm driving him over the edge as his hips begin to thrust and every muscle in his body becomes taut.
I slip him back into my mouth and slowly move down sucking him all the way into my throat, working the base with my hand. He begins to thrust wildly now pulling my hair and pushing me into him. His flames ignite my own and I feel the dripping wetness between my legs. I suck like a starving babe; I'm so hungry for all he has to give me. My moans fill the air as he thrusts deep inside my eager mouth.
I feel his cock stiffen and lunge on its own power. Sweat is pouring from his body. I grab his balls in my hand and increase the suction, at the same time flicking my tongue over his penis. His body becomes completely tense and motionless, his penis so long and thick I almost choke as he gives one final thrust, shoving that cock as far in me as it will go. It's as if time stands still as I swallow his sweet juice, savoring every drop, and wondering…
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