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Publié :18/11/2007 8h08
Dernière mise à jour :18/11/2007 8h11 576 vues
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There is the dream, & there is the dreamer of the dream.
The dream is the shortlived play of forms.
You may look back on last years vacation or yesterdays drama & see it is very similar to last nights dream.
Then there is the dreamer- the absolute reality in which the forms come & go.
The dreamer is not the person. The person is part of the dream.
The dreamer is the substratum in which the dream appears- that which makes the dream possible.
It is the absolute behind the relative, the timeless behind time, the consciousness in & behind form.
The dreamer is consciousness itself, who you are.
To awaken within the dream is our purpose now."
E Tolle
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Publié :16/11/2007 12h01
Dernière mise à jour :18/12/2007 8h37 744 vues
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Pack: one friend of mine- I hardly see her- she just drains me - doesn't want a relationship
Pack: JO is so boring
Pack: but have to do it to get anything done sometimes
Pack: days when my cock is really long as happens -even tho I'm not aroused, it gets quite heavy, which makes me horny, which makes it bigger.... & so on.
Pack: so there is no ignoring it
Pack: thats when I have to call someone.
Corey: well perhaps I can be your gf LOL and you can fuck me or I can suck you when that happens
Pack: thanks for the thought
Pack: one thing that I love
Corey: what's that
Pack: is having balls caressed .......
Pack: after about 30 min
Corey: well consider that done
Corey: my mouth and hands won't leave your cock
Pack: the skin gets wildly sensitive
Pack: but by that time- the woman are bored with tending my cock- they want to hop on it & get pounded- I like taking my time- it's the journey- not the destination that is most important.
Pack: it totally paralyzes me, my skin so sensitive.
Pack: then what I love....
Pack: I don't get hard that fast
Pack: takes constant diligence
Corey: well I will get you hard for sure
Pack: it will keep growing
Pack: when my usual size- it takes certain technique to make it continue growing
Corey: so when is your next trip to HQ?
Pack: no idea. I am all trained up til Jan
Pack: Jan- than is my bj Gfs name
Pack: she put the squeeze on my cock - an expert at knowing whats making it grow
Pack: is patient
Pack: then when she had it as big as I could stand- she pushes it a certain way
Pack: loves to stare- say OMG, as it keeps growing
Pack: so big it hurts
Corey: damn
Pack: she sits facing me between my legs, she takes 3 fingers on each hand- &
Pack: presses firmly around the base of my cock- thumbs pressing that big part of my cock inside my body- by my balls
Corey: oh my that's hot
Pack: she pumps that like priming gas on an outboard motor
Pack: is like a 1 way valve- forcing it to grow
Pack: SO HARD the skin is on fire
Corey: oh my
Pack: it feels so big & full, its like a 200 pound force pulling my cock away from me
Corey: OMG you really are a big hung beast aren't you
Pack: I had an old GF- another big cock worhipper
Pack: before our first date I send a pic- in jeans, my cock was going down my leg pretty far- could notice but not totally
Pack: (she later named it the "king Dong " picture)
Pack: we manage to just kiss the first date
Corey: wow
Pack: next date- dinner @ her place
Pack: This was my first date since my divorce
Pack: we were making out. I was hard as a rock
Corey: ohhhh
Pack: anyhow
Pack: once she started rubbing- she was hynotized by the feeling of that big bulge
Pack: I love getting rubbed- so I made her keep rubbing - wouldn't let her pull it out yet
Pack: FINALLY... I said ok, but not the underwear. made her wait more
Pack: man was she hot
Pack: so she rubbed like a pro
Pack: I was in heaven. She loved it.
Pack: I was SO hard. SO huge-
Pack: u still there man?
Corey: yeah
Corey: I'm just in awe
Corey: thinking about this big tall man with a huge cock
Pack: my cock is at least 7"
around when it get like that. Not exagerating.
Pack: its insanely hot for both of us.
Pack: don't think I ignored her either. Even found she loved her toes getting sucked- Sounds wierd, I just enjoy how much she loved it.
Pack: you know Ramon from Bangbros?
Pack: the skinny guy with the python
Corey: no
Pack: anyway- he looks SO big. But he's a little guy. his size is a bit of optical delusion-I was shocked I am thicker .
Pack: I could take him in Bball I'm pretty sure too
Corey: lol
Pack: so .. she kept asking ."can I have him now?"
Corey: oh and
Pack: I said ok. So she slowly pulls the band down w 2 hands
Pack: it catches my cock on the band.
Corey: oh
Pack: I am insanely hard, & the band got caught on my cock as she pulls it out even harder
Pack: then it lets go & theres a loud slap as she lays eyes on my cock for the first time
Pack: it was laying flat against my belly pointing almost straight up
Pack: she pushes me to lay me back
Pack: my cock staring straight at me
Pack: the middle was way bigger than the tip- & it was bright pink
Corey:that's hot
Pack: she went nuts
Pack: she took that monster & sucked on it for about 1 hour
Pack: shit hit the back of her throat like abrick wall- I thought no way Jose
Pack: but she was determined
Corey: so would I be lol
Pack: a very strong woman- lived on the streets at 12
Pack: she pushed so hard- it hurt tremendously- but it was SO erotic
Pack: her throat was so tight
Corey: I bet you have a huge load
Pack: we sucked & fucked over 2 1/2hours-
Pack: she finally got my cock completely down her throat- I was in awe
Corey: oh my
Pack: her throat must have been sore for a week
Pack: but she said it remind her of how hot it was. liked the pain
Corey: I want some of that
Pack: one other amazing thing
Pack: when she would finally stuff my cock down her throat completly
Pack: after much effort
Pack: she would hold it there till she would almost suffocate
Pack: she woulld try to suck it down more like sucking on a straw.
Corey: did you dump a load down her throad
Pack: instead of my cock being pushed inso hard- it would come out. towards her even more
Pack: she swallowed every single time. several loads/week for 8 months
Corey: lol
Pack: when m cock would get sucked down her throat - I bet another 1.5- to 2" would go down the hatch. felt like she could suck my cock off!
Pack: It was shocking
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