Quaint Notion A Poem
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Publié :9/3/2020 12h29
Dernière mise à jour :28/3/2020 12h34 23815 vues
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He tells me he misses my smile. My lips and dimples I really never thought of myself As having dimples but I guess They show up and however small They are noticeable.
He says he misses my breasts. How he wishes he could Lavish them with attention. Feast upon them With his mouth. Kiss and suck And thoroughly bathe them With his saliva and tongue. Such a lashing Is ever so preferable To not having such.
He says he wants To lick me Down below. You know where That feline part Of me appears. Make me purr With his intimate ministrations. His work rewarded When he elicits My very essence When my liquid comes. And he tastes what he Finds to be like ambrosia.
His remembrances His continued wishes And desires Make me long for him too. Too bad we live so far apart. But we can dream of a time When we are together again When we come together And make our dreams Come true. However quaint a notion It would be real.
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Make Our Getting Together Actual A Poem
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Publié :2/3/2020 21h37
Dernière mise à jour :14/3/2020 12h05 24408 vues
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We couldn't make it happen. No get together for us. Maybe that rain check Will come through But I am not going To hold my breath.
You know how much And how many times I have been disappointed? A broken record Is now my chorus.
But you could be rare And not the norm And actually do what You said you would. Make our getting together Reality and actual.
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Kissed On The Sidewalk A Poem
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Publié :1/3/2020 20h23
Dernière mise à jour :2/3/2020 21h02 23526 vues
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So much promise. I guess it's good It did not take too long To see that it was Too good to be true. His promises seen through.
Why did he have to be Such a schmuck? When we met He seemed anything but. He seemed magnificent. His kisses stirring His touch and words Making me anticipate Greater and more wonderful Things to come.
Yes, we kissed In front of my house On the sidewalk With my dog on his leash. You said it was just a taste. Something to think about For our next date.
Did I seem too free And easy? I was giving in to your wishes. Your ideas of an impromptu rendezvous Before we both had other Things to do.
And now you have proved Yourself a non entity. As you became a ghost. I would swear and Tell you to Fuck Off! But I would rather not.
I would rather you Tell me what was on your mind. When you made the decision To forgo anymore . Was it something I said? Was it something I did? Was it just your judgment And prejudice returning? I am not perfect But that did not seem matter as you kissed me Over and over On that sidewalk. As you touched me And said how it turned you on Just touching my midriff And breasts Through my sweater. How you were rock hard And had to take care of yourself Before you took off For your dinner date With your daughter.
God How stupid can I be To have fallen for your moves? Why am I the subject Of your being cruel?
It is too bad. It could have been so good. But you ruined that Being cavalier Or else you lied From the get go And your intensity And passion for me Just a ruse.
Being kissed on the sidewalk A public display extraordinaire I feel such a fool. For there will be no other Such rendezvous.
If we ever speak again I should immediately Bid you adieu. Why give you a second chance? When you proved To be a coward of a man.
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Mr. Right Now Versus Mr. Right A Poem
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Publié :24/2/2020 15h56
Dernière mise à jour :1/3/2020 20h23 23047 vues
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He told me to look for Mr. Right But he could be Mr. right now In the mean time. Yes, he could serve my needs, My desires and wants. He could give me something That is indeed pleasurable.
Ah, yes, pleasure of the flesh. While my needs of my heart My wanting a reciprocating Love interest Go unmet.
Will this be as good as it gets? Mr. right now serving a purpose But not the one that will Ultimately fulfill My heart's desire of love? I could suppose But I would rather keep That dream alive. Even if it is hidden Deep down inside.
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Dear Friend And Lover A Poem
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Publié :24/2/2020 12h03
Dernière mise à jour :16/3/2020 23h20 13635 vues
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Dear Friend and Lover,
I hope you don't mind My referring to you as such. You know you warrant Those terms of endearment.
You have been both. I have appreciated each Incarnation you present. My friend and my lover It is as both I wish To with My feelings and thoughts.
So many times I wanted To make you more! Step through that door! Not just Longingly through A window. Like I was shopping And you were more Than I could . But it is true. How can I go full boar? How can I tell you What is in my heart and soul For fear that you Will think my offer Too little and not Worthy of yours?
I have wanted to whisper it Into your ears as you sleep. God how I wanted to This past week But I didn't dare! For it might be the end Of our rendezvous. You might think Beyond pulling back To just this sexual liaison That we both immensely enjoy. And I could not contemplate Not seeing you again. Not feeling you Not kissing you Not having a conversation About mundane stuff And even your interaction With my crazy little dog With whom you show Great affection. I could not give that up.
And so silent I stayed. My thoughts kept safe Although tears shimmered In my eyes. You did not see them As I said you were asleep.
My friend and lover Even now as a tear Makes its way Down my cheek I dare not speak And tell you the truth For I cannot make You love me in return. Like the song by Bonnie Raitt That goes over and over In my mind. "Cause I can't make you Love me if you don't. You can't make the heart feel Something it won't."
And I should not be desperate! But tell that to my heart! For it wants what it wants And it wants your love. If only there were words That could make it so...
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I Give Of Myself A Poem
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Publié :23/2/2020 18h42
Dernière mise à jour :25/2/2020 18h02 13874 vues
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Mindless But passionate nonetheless I give of myself My body wants touch And be touched.
Kisses that may or may not Sear into another's soul They may just be ordinary But I give of myself On the way to arousal.
My breasts are on the menu Once exposed. I offer them up for his perusal And his hands and mouth. Ahhhh and mmmmmm Mindless passionate utterances I cannot help.
Hands on a mission Roaming and nomadic Searching for a spot To call home. I give of myself Making the journey One that is Hopefully memorable.
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Pale In Comparison A Poem
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Publié :18/2/2020 9h16
Dernière mise à jour :20/2/2020 11h55 14034 vues
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How can I compete with her? She acts like a hooker Or a whore Giving you a blowjob In your car. Something I doubt I would do. For fear of public exposure.
With her excitement is there. My blow jobs no matter How enthusiastic and Full of tender loving care And the result still Getting you off And yes I am a good girl Because I swallow They pale in comparison Because of what she dares.
I have let you go. Your mind, your needs Beyond my area of expertise. I can't compete With someone who Has no limits. For they will Never be reached.
It is hard fathom How on one hand You want someone Prim and proper For a long term relationship But will do a wanton woman As a friend with benefits.
I guess I am between The descriptions. For you found here Not a traditional dating website So while I am not lily white I am just beyond the pale Not good enough For anything long term.
The mind games played My heart destined . The time must come When I walk away. Will it be today? Will it be today? Where will I get the strength? I am such a sucker For your various traits. Our time together Always seems bittersweet. As I contemplate That this will invariably end. When you need that Wanton woman Or that prim and proper one Who meets that perfect Public profile.
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So Easy For Me To Leap A Poem
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Publié :12/2/2020 21h56
Dernière mise à jour :13/2/2020 19h31 14765 vues
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My words were simple. They were not deep. They were intimate But not mentioning How he made My heart beat. What I felt for him I have felt many a time Simply put It was infatuation.
So easy for me to leap. To fall into love with him. In fact my heart Has toyed with it Knowing it might be A painful venture. Dare I even contemplate.
He has warned me About reason and emotion. Once upon a time He even said He was not going to be My forever love. That was months ago. I wonder if that thought Has changed at all? Could the lust he feels Be so remarkable That I am the one With whom he can settle down? Ah! wouldn't that be My dream come true! Sex out of this world And intellectual discourse About topic after topic. Yes, this man is The prime example Of a sapiosexual.
Wouldn't it be hollow though If his heart is made of stone? I have seen glimpses here And there of instances In which he cared And showed humility But they were rare.
So my recent words Were simple Albeit intimate But nowhere near What my heart Really needed Or wanted.
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Love Me Over And Over Again. A Poem
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Publié :12/2/2020 12h10
Dernière mise à jour :13/2/2020 19h32 14661 vues
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Love me Then leave me. Those are not The directions I would give. In fact were if anyone to ask I would give the exact opposite.
Love me Then stay Love me over And over again. I promise To give as good as I get Because I am ever Mindful of reciprocation.
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Maintain My Demeanor A Poem
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Publié :11/2/2020 18h57
Dernière mise à jour :11/2/2020 18h58 13739 vues
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I have to maintain my demeanor I will not sink to being uncivil. He was friend who came through When no one else would That I should not discount Because I am presently hurt.
I am not vindictive. I will keep my scars Hidden from view. My heart pierced But still beating And healing. Time works like magic.
I will be true to myself. Not meek nor mild. Just knowing that men Invariably let me down. Would that one could Come along Who breaks that mold.
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Where I Stand A Poem
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Publié :10/2/2020 17h30
Dernière mise à jour :11/2/2020 17h42 14783 vues
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I am not going to reach out. I am tired of being the one Who kept in touch. If they miss me Let them text or call. What if they don't. Can I accept that fate? At least I will know Where I stand If they care at all.
Sorry if I sound bitter Or resentful Can you blame me? Isn't it only natural? When one cares for someone And finds out That care was for naught?
The time has come To let the chips fall Or the banner get Get taken up And someone else To wave it Or stand guard In this relationship.
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Hello Again Blogland
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Publié :9/2/2020 15h06
Dernière mise à jour :11/2/2020 17h34 13522 vues
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Hello again everyone!
Sorry I have been off the blogs for a bit. I hope to spend a little more time writing and commenting in the coming days and weeks. I hope everyone is doing well so far this year.
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Never Speak The Words A Poem
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Publié :9/2/2020 15h03
Dernière mise à jour :11/2/2020 17h43 11895 vues
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I guess it's good I never told you I loved you. I never said the words. I saved myself That knowledge You would not have Cared or bothered Except to say You are sorry That I felt so much. When you did not share My feelings. You might have said Sorry I was hurt. You didn't mean For that to happen. Is this the lesson? Never speak the words?
They almost slipped This last time. What a fool I would have been. You would have told me How foolish I was How I misread the signals. You were just a man. In a passionate moment Nothing special Any woman would do. In fact another woman texted While we were together But I didn't know.
So the lesson from now Let him tell me first. How long should I wait? Weeks, months, years? I am not getting any younger. My heart is not the strongest I will keep it safe as best I can Words will not escape That can be thrown back Discarded as unwanted And worthless to them.
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