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Life, or something like it
 
Just my rambling thoughts, experiences, hopes, attempts at humor... whatever comes out.
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Please help me find
Publié :14/2/2015 21h54
Dernière mise à jour :26/9/2018 22h51
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I have seen the love of my life. Or at least my "severely lust after for now" and I don't think it's going to go away anytime soon.

Meet: The One... sadly in photo only, as he's illusive. Two online stores returned my money after discovering they were out of stock. And one said it looks like it's in stock but check with their supplier first as they were a 3rd party, and their supplier was out of stock too (I did not hand over money that time).



This the style, and this the color... Hope the image shows how shimmery and "alive" it looks.

From the website:
Mid-East Aluminum Doumbek in Maroon with Skyndeep® Head

This 11" x 17 1/2" Turkish doumbek drum is made of aluminum with hot paint. A tuning tool and a nylon case are included. External-tunable doumbek.
Product ID : mas2d-mr
Manufacturer: Mid-East Mfg.

If any of my readers are musicians, or love exploring shops, or somehow just happen to stumble across a music store and think to check it out ... please help me find my doumbek.

The drum head doesn't have to be skyndeep (a synthetic fishskin head) as I can buy a skyndeep drum head separately. But it has the sound and feel I love best. I have played other drum types in stores with that type head ... the sound is amazing. And I've found other doumbeks in different styles to know I really truly wish to play... but also really, truly want THIS style... and for the sake of love and lust: THIS color.

Doumbeks also sometimes go by the name Darbuka or Tabla.
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Blog Posts Worth Reading
Publié :29/6/2014 12h46
Dernière mise à jour :17/8/2015 17h42
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I feel these posts by other bloggers are well worth reading, and sharing.

From Smokeblower: I'm going to work on asking these questions. Especially as I know sex means a LOT more to me than it does to most.
The other safe sex conversation

From JoniYpsi: the best description I've ever read (far better than my failed attempts). Pay special attention to mention of "The Vacuum"
Men SUCK at eating pussy


I just read a post by legsintheairforu [post 3495936] and I laughed so hard. Have all women experienced these things? haha.
16 commentaires
Hidden Messages
Publié :7/11/2012 15h02
Dernière mise à jour :15/9/2015 23h26
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Have you always wanted to message me, but can't because you're a standard member? Too shy to post publicly in my blog? Whispered things you want to keep for my ears only? Well, here's your chance!

This post is private, just for you.

Have a great day!
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My Blog Index (to random things of interest)
Publié :6/8/2014 23h53
Dernière mise à jour :16/7/2017 9h58
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Here's a quick-link version to some of my favorite posts, poems, dreams, adventures, and some things that made me laugh (and still do).

The Poems:
Pendulum
Short Circuited
Heartfelt
Long road home (not a poem but... still good)
Dance in your Blood
Dance A Poem
Never again
Haiku
The Watcher
Martyr A Poem and a salad recipe
Wrap your words around me
There is always purpose
Drummer

The Fantasies (some are realities or versions thereof):
Nowhere near MzHuny's but here's one of my fantasies
Brief fantasy
Mirrors
Love in an Elevator
Lustful Night
Shower
Watching you on cam
Cravings
Good Morning
My tastebuds had orgasms Reality - really just a recipe I'm tired of losing.
Sunday afternoon

Dreams (more of interest to me. These are actual dream-dreams. And random other posts that make me happy):
Portent of things to come
Unusual Camping Trip
The Pleasure House
Still Believes in Rainbows
Hot dreams
In the Arms of a Stranger

For Pet Owners:
For Pet Lovers Print amp Post
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When friends leave
Publié :17/11/2018 23h28
Dernière mise à jour :1/12/2018 12h35
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The sad thing about being away from this site for so long, is coming back and discovering how many others have left as well. I know, I'm one of those that "disappeared" thus really have no right to complain. I just scrolled through the list of my favorite bloggers. Some haven't posted since 2013 (technically I knew they left the site and we're friends elsewhere), some stopped posting soon after i stopped posting. Total coincidence - they didn't leave because of me.

On the other hand there are wonderful new bloggers to follow! And a few friendly old bloggers are still around.

The more things change, the more they stay the same, life goes on, and all that.

Hope everyone is having a great Saturday night! Or Sunday morning (it's 30 minutes till midnight here).
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Travel Tips
Publié :25/9/2018 19h19
Dernière mise à jour :3/10/2018 23h23
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Travel Tips (aka: lessons learned) :

1. Less clothes, more condoms
2. Stop shorting myself. Allow time for a vacation, and use all of the time.
3. Plus one extra day at home to recoup after said vacation.
4. Plan sooner, and double check dates before buying tickets.
5. Remember: it's possible to change flight dates. May cost a little or a lot more, but still possible.
6. Plan extra time for travel. Because things go wrong.

What could have been an epic 7 day vacation was booked for only 3.5 (see #'s 2, 3, 4) then I essentially lost a day (see #6). Had I thought of it in time i could have fixed it (#5).

That said - the few days of vacation were beautiful.

I'm torn between regret at all the mistakes I made planning my trip, and the thought that I should just rejoice in the beauty and wonder of the few days i did have.

It's like ordering your favorite dessert but only being allowed one bite.

I'm notorious for planning the bare minimum of vacation time for so many reasons, and it's not fair to myself, and it's not fair to anybody i may be visiting or traveling with. So #'s 2-6 are being stuck on the fridge or something so I'll be reminded.

Do you have any travel tips to share? I love traveling, but, yeah - I obviously need help haha

Hugs and kisses
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The answer to life, the universe and everything
Publié :26/5/2017 21h33
Dernière mise à jour :16/7/2017 9h57
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Last week i turned 42. An entire year of looking forward to the day. Until two weeks before and suddenly i dreaded it. And yep - friends were right. I didn't suddenly wake up with all the answers as i secretly wished.

My employer gave me a raise effective day before my bday.
Pon Farr. My slumbering libido has decided it wants to wake up and party.
In two weeks I'm driving to Utah to participate in a 10k walk. And to explore that section of the world.

42: off to an interesting start!

I'm still using my cell phone for internet. It still sucks (especially this site). Please ignore any typos
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Surprise me!
Publié :1/3/2017 19h23
Dernière mise à jour :26/5/2017 20h43
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This post is inspired by an email I received earlier.

Please. ..

Tell me something about yourself that would surprise me.

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Newest love interest
Publié :27/2/2017 17h56
Dernière mise à jour :24/9/2018 21h21
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Is there a term for being sexually excited by musical instruments?

a few months ago i realized the feeling i got when talking about drumming was a bit similar to sexual attraction. And I'd much rather be drumming than filling out another online profile.

I've owned a guitar since high school (my uncle gave me his old one) but it was only ever played by guests. Now it no longer holds a tune and repairs aren't worth it. So Saturday my dad (musician and band manager) went with me to the pawn shops to check out guitars.

"Find one you think is pretty. Find one you like the feel of. Once you've got that down we'll narrow it from there"

Second pawn shop, maybe 10th we tried out. She's less dramatic looking than most, a little understated. But once I heard her tone - she was the most beautiful guitar or of all we looked at. Dad agreed. I just returned home from buying her... she still needs a name

VerandaPoly: i tried emailing you but I'm still using my cell phone and email has been acting extra stupid the past 24 hours. So. ..here she is! (Took pic outside for lighting)
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Life be crazy
Publié :7/2/2017 12h55
Dernière mise à jour :4/4/2018 21h56
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When i logged in a few minutes ago i had words to say. Cool words. Great words. The best!

Well... they were words at any rate.

But first i checked email. Some guy chewed me out and called me all the names in the book and I'm the worst possible person for cheating on him while trolling for guys on this site. Except I've no idea who he is and I've never been named Molly in my life. At first i laughed - but it's not funny. Albeit misdirected, his pain is real.

My great and wonderful words are now forgotten.

but... Please. If given the choice - chose life. If you screw up your life and fell you're stuck in hell and keep hurting those you love and when thinking of options - please don't make suicide one of them.

Tonight I'm burdened with the weight of somebody i used to know and love being... potentially suicidal. "The river is nearby". I asked him to live. He said maybe.
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Merry Christmas!
Publié :24/12/2016 23h26
Dernière mise à jour :27/12/2016 22h02
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Or as I just saw online:

"Merry everything and a happy always!"

That feels very cheerful and optimistic to me. As well as all-inclusive any day of the year.

Sending love and best wishes to everybody... be safe, keep positive, and keep on keeping on.

XOX
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Outdoor movies
Publié :24/7/2016 9h55
Dernière mise à jour :24/12/2016 23h27
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Last night was a bit intense.

I've recently begun wearing my hair down vs in a bun. I visited my apartment manager yesterday and after i left she texted me how very pretty i looked with my hair down. The feel good stuck with me. When i went to an outdoor movie i noticed a few men look at me and smile such that it warmed me up a bit. Then there was the man i sat next to.

He looked at me and smiled as i walked into the seating area. So i asked if i could sit next to him. We didn't talk much but i swear he kept sneaking peaks all night. Our eyes met a few times. And when the movie was over he looked into my eyes and we smiled at one another.

Looking and smiling is all that happened. But i was a sexually frustrated mess when i drove home. The movie was good, but i was so aware of the man beside me.

This is not quite what i planned to write last night. But i had to relieve frustrations then fell asleep from exhaustion (it was well after midnight). It could well be that i misread his smiles and glances. But they still fueled fantasies

*I'm still using my phone - please forgive and overlook any typos i may have missed*
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Preferences
Publié :16/7/2016 7h27
Dernière mise à jour :25/9/2018 19h28
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I had a discussion with a man a few weeks ago about panty preferences. I asked "g- string or commando" and he mentioned how women hate g-strings because they are uncomfortable. I've heard a lot of women say that. "why would i want a string up my butt? " Was one comment. Then there's the general "why wear sexy lingerie/panties if i don't have a man to show off to" argument.

Realizing I'm weird - i see no problem wearing sexy lingerie around the house by myself (though i don't own much at the moment because my cat has claws and I'm prone to running around naked) and i find g-strings comfortable. .. I'm a bit curious about preferences of others.

G-strings leaves funny Y lines if you're running around outside and get a sunburn.
I'm a woman and like wearing g-strings
I'm a woman and only if looking sexy for a man
I'm a woman - no way, no how will i wear a g-string
I'm a man and love seeing a woman in a g-string
I'm a man - thoughts of her discomfort ruins the "sexy" image
I'm a man - i think g-string panties are stupid.
A woman in panties? Yes, please!
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